About time!
So I decided I should do a real entry! Well after walking in on two of my friends having sex on my bed and being really drunk I feel like I'm in a place mentally to write a real entry. No matter how discombobulated it will be! College is by far the best years of my life. I drink, party, hook up, and have a lot of fun. I do not want college to end at all! I love every minute of it! Including going to class. It's wierd that I enjoy it so much. The more I think about it the more I really want a girlfriend. I mean I can go out every night and hook up with chicks if I want to. No problem. The problem is that I want someone to care about and to hold. Someone that means something. And maybe I have even found it but who knows? There is always something holding me back I guess. I love every real friend I have to death and would do anything for them at anytime. I showed that tonight with voyd and it came back to suck for me. I would do it again in a second though and I'm happy that I did. Same goes for all of you! The ones I love know who they are! I really want a frontier breakfast burrito! I really do not want to go alone but probably will end up doing it because I'm that hungry and pathetic. I see people I care about failing and not reaching their true potential for a lot of reasons, nay, excuses! But I know that whatever I say doesn't matter and they wont listen to it! I feel helpless and wish I could do something but I know I will only get more excuses! I want all my friends to be happy and succeed at everything but I see people not doing it because of a million excuses! Just sack up and do whatever you want to do no matter what! I don't care how lazy you are or how hard it is to do it...just fucking do it! I drink, party, and hook up with girls a lot, and I still pull a 3.75 in college and I am not the smartest nor the most talented of my friends. Just fucking do it already! Im now tired and drunkness is catching up to me so I think I'll sleep! Sorry for this, but it was about time. Stream of conscienceness bitches!