Jul 11, 2009 04:57
Dear friends,
Situations for the last year or 3 have driven me close - or past, at times - to insanity. In the interest of your happiness, I've chosen not to pass that along to you, so I haven't been posting here.
I miss a lot of people at any given time, but foremost right now (and often) is my son, Casey. We saw him just a few days ago, and may get to see him briefly in a week, but after that, I doubt it will ever happen much again. How can I be happy with this? I can't. I'm trying to adjust my thoughts, and find a way to redirect my attention, but be happy about it? Please don't ask that of me.
Perhaps when I feel better I'll get back to posting more. Sorry about the long hiatus. I still think about each of you - you'd be surprised how much.
Take care, and love, from
~me~