A Professional Diagnosis...
I just might do it, I think I'd like a professional to tell me I am a diagnosed borderline personality with Sociopathic behavior...I am a sociopath, I guess admitting it is the first step to an 'honest recovery'..I removed my modifications over a week ago to let my ears close up and yet I stretched my navel out. The whole point of those stretching and 'eccentric' behavior was because it was more appealing to look at than cuts up and down my arms. The other night I had a break down which led to scratching the skin surfaces and the 'wrist banging' again..I am falling apart mentally..I was in a music video on tuesday night as an actress and I crave that feeling of being able to pour my heart out on screen. I guess I want to not direct? On my headstone when i die I want it to say... "Fades To Black...Credits Roll" It's my perfect ending.