Aug 06, 2003 23:54
i'm in complete and utter jealousy of deanna's ability to pimp. she's been single for like 3 days and already has dates lined up. it's not really suspposed to by plural yet, but i'm sure once she gets in touch with the "fallout boy guy", she will have another. just like i'm sure a million other guys will chase after her. i want that! i want girls chasing after me like "oh kyle, i want to have your babies!" but they better not mean it.
i'm finished with my month vacation from girls and all that is woe but now that my lack of girls isn't by choice, i feel, flat out, lonely. i mean, what does a guy have to do to find a decent girl around here? i think they are all taken or don't like me or there aren't any. probably the latter. yet another reason for my pure hatred of pelham and most of its inhabitants. we need outsiders, or rather i need to escape this shit-hole. my friends and i have nothing to do. thrifting has sucked the last few times. i've resorted to buying old abrocrombie shirts for a buck. i've come to the conclusion that the reason we have so many potheads and alocholics is because of the lack of interesting activities. i also believe it is the reason all my friends have girlfriends or are dating someone. i mean, hey, even though there's nothing to do, it's doesn't mean you can't makeout. making-out is something i want to do in both senses.