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i feel like being a fucking asshole. i want to kick someones ass. there are several other things i want to do also but again.. they are things i would never normally do. fuck you. blah. fill my fucking void. i want mine. everyone else is freaking peachy and i'm getting the shit end of the stick. i wish i could tell off anyone that has done me wrong. and everyone that does. i wish. the day i do i will have grown, changed, but i'm not sure if it will be for the better or worse. to fall into the bitter normalcy that everyone else calls the real world. i live in a dream world where no one meant to hurt anyone. it was all against their will or an acident. or for the better.... ha. pain and suffering my be for the better in the long run because it teaches you to grow to evolve so that it won't happen again but when you just go around in a circle you aren't changing. my mind is revolting from the redundancy. forcing change apon a kid that hates it. i hate cange because i live in a dream. see? my life cycle is redundant.