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there always has to be something or someone standing in the way of this. it's to good to be true so they'll burst the bubble. curfew, grades, even religion stand in the way. why must there always be a bad side? something to balance out the good? the good should only be greater. despite their ways, things are great. i may have fucked this up a little, alot... whatever, but she's still there. i feel so lucky knowing that she's still there through all of this. all she has to do is say fuck it, but she hasn't. i am lucky.