Jan 25, 2003 21:44
IHATETHISSTUPIDCOMPUTER.
i'm lacking everything i want in life right now. it seems this is the time of year where everyone and everything says screw you kyle. i am being depribed of everything i truely want. it feels so empty. every thought i have is a contradiction to the last. i have no clue how to fix anything so all i do i sit, whine, and hope it fixes itself. i know that won't help anything but it's what i do. i'm afarid that i will scare off any chance of things working out the way i want to, yet i don't want to wait any longer. fuck you life.
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