so you dont think im terrified about that?

Feb 28, 2006 20:08

goddamn. i have been thinking about what i wanted to do as a job for the past six years. and recently its really been weighing on me. as i am sure it is others my age. alot because i see how excited philipp is to know what he wants to do and really be so close to doing it.
but shit i have NO FUCKING CLUE. just like i didnt have a clue when i started college. and lets face it a german major with a concentration in classical studies, with little to no work experience. yeah i wouldnt hire me either.
i mean fuck i dont feel employable, and even worse i dotn know what i want to do. my dad told me to think about what fires me up, the answer is nothing. i get excited over nothing. i mean it, i cant think of anything that i want to do. nothing that even seems moderatly apealing.
dad was telling me about tons of indian peopel who are going to want whatever job i want more, and be willing to do more for it, well fuck, i think about half the american workforce is in that boat too. (yeah and the indian thing is in referance to a book we are both reading, too long to discuss.)
and i am cryuing in my brother's room with the dog. im pretty sure it wasnt just because of the conversation with my dad. but regardless. mulligan is comforting me.

how do you get a liberal arts major off your doorstep?

pay 'em for the pizza.

yeah thats me.
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