Feb 27, 2006 00:00
i miss my philipp
reallll bad
its been overwhelmingly normal back in the duce.
im so glad that i got to go to london. i cant really stop thinking of philipp tho. it was super hard to leave him in the airport. i just didnt want to turn away. the whole time before tho i was so scared i wasnt going to be crying and was going to be real insensitive and such. but ten minutes before i got all weepy, and have felt like shit and on the brink of crying eversince. i have been distracting myself well, and otherwise i dotn ahve much else to report. its been interesting, only three days back in the usa and my comparison between my two beloved countries has already begun. basically it begun as i walked out of the airport.
im looking forward to seeing people tho. like megan and justin. i really hope we can get an appreciation of each others time abroad. i mean i know i will never really be able to realate entirely to those two. but those are the two people that i want to make sure most of all that i do not let studyabroad, and our incredibly different experiences get in the middle of our friendship.
anywho, desperate housewives is consuming my mind. and so well yes, the drama calls.