Kyle! I miss you hecka much! I keep wanting to email you but wanting to have like an hour to do it properly, so I promise I will send you a HUGE email soon! I hope that you get to go back and I am so happy for you loving phillipp! golly I miss you! sometimes I just really want to hang out with you, like spring quarter, and sometimes I just feel like I need to talk to you, but then I can't and I get really sad that we will probably never live in the same city again. oh booo!
But, I also want to add that I LOVE san francisco and I am really happy here and not only that I am m ore inspired to do what I want to do, I mean, educaionally. I think I must be a very stimulus bound person, because I feel so much happier on days that I get to go to the beach or look at pretty city things. the worst thing though is all the homeless people, I just want to help them all, but I can.t and then I get uncomfortable trying not to look at them so I dont have to feel guilty, but knowing that I am unwilling to spend 35 cents on a donut becuase I could make something to eat at home with food that I already have so why waste that 35 cents when a donut isnt even really food... so, if I cant buy a donut for myself, I probably can't really just give money away even if the other person needs it more... or maybe I'm just trying to justify cruelty. anyhow. other than homeless people everywhere, I love it here.
hey girl! im glad to hear a bit from you and i really cant wait for this big email. i will send you one too once i get back if you dont first. and you know its ok that we wont live in the same city again. because you are a great friend, and when you left kalamazoo your friends didnt leave you so dont worry. you are a great friend mon, and i really think you will be in my life and heart forever. and dont worry, i have really gotten a good look at san francisco, so i will visit you some time. who knows when but it will happen. im really super glad to hear that you are happy. because that is the most important think in life is to make yourself happy, and im glad you finally are able to find a place and situation that you can flourish in. i really miss you alot, but i would rather hear of a happy monika thru email than a kind of happy sometimes sad monika who i can see in real life. miss you and i think of you often!
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im glad to hear a bit from you and i really cant wait for this big email. i will send you one too once i get back if you dont first.
and you know its ok that we wont live in the same city again. because you are a great friend, and when you left kalamazoo your friends didnt leave you so dont worry. you are a great friend mon, and i really think you will be in my life and heart forever. and dont worry, i have really gotten a good look at san francisco, so i will visit you some time. who knows when but it will happen. im really super glad to hear that you are happy. because that is the most important think in life is to make yourself happy, and im glad you finally are able to find a place and situation that you can flourish in. i really miss you alot, but i would rather hear of a happy monika thru email than a kind of happy sometimes sad monika who i can see in real life. miss you and i think of you often!
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