the adventures of Bitter Girl.
I shouldn't be left alone....
I get all depressed and rejected.
"we're just going to visit a friend for the afternoon diana. If we won't be home for dinner we'll call."
cause of my dad's diabetes that means we need to eat around five thirty six oclock.
six thirty, no call.
seven, No call...
seven thirty I give up and cook planning on bitching them out for not extending me the same courtesy I've always extended to them. I have always called them when I've said I'll call.
If they fucking complain about ramen smell I probably will go ballistic.
it's not that I wound up eating ramen alone. it's that I wound up eating Alone, again. I figure close to 95% of my meals each week are rushed and alone, and it pisses me off because It's a reflection on the rest of my life.
and it feels like shit to spend an entire day alone, to then spend the night alone, and to not even get a phoned, "Sorry honey, time got away from us."
See... I just love christmas time.
I get all depressed and rejected.
"we're just going to visit a friend for the afternoon diana. If we won't be home for dinner we'll call."
cause of my dad's diabetes that means we need to eat around five thirty six oclock.
six thirty, no call.
seven, No call...
seven thirty I give up and cook planning on bitching them out for not extending me the same courtesy I've always extended to them. I have always called them when I've said I'll call.
If they fucking complain about ramen smell I probably will go ballistic.
it's not that I wound up eating ramen alone. it's that I wound up eating Alone, again. I figure close to 95% of my meals each week are rushed and alone, and it pisses me off because It's a reflection on the rest of my life.
and it feels like shit to spend an entire day alone, to then spend the night alone, and to not even get a phoned, "Sorry honey, time got away from us."
See... I just love christmas time.