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i was just sitting looking over all the shit i have to do for the next month and i realized "wow, i'm almost halfway through my senior year". i can't believe it. it's gone quick. in some ways i'm looking forward to next year. i mean i'm sick of school and ready to meet new people. but at the same time theres a lot that i'll miss. i know that i will miss royal oak in general. i've lived here my whole life and it will be weird being in a new place and having to re learn where everything is. i mean i know every little store, every side street and shortcut there is in this entire city of 60,000 people. the other thing i'll miss is the people. whether i've known them since kindergarden or just met them this year i will miss them. sure i'll see people i know here and there and you always say that you'll hang out or something when you come home but the reality of it is that i will never see 90% of the people i went to high school with again. it's a weird thought.
i'm really torn. i'm ready for something new but i'm not ready to give up the old. come august i will be moving on whether i want to at all.
sorry about this entry people, i just needed to put some of my thoughts down. i've been thinking about a lot of things lately and this was one of them. i feel like i got something off my chest though. have a great sunday.
i'm really torn. i'm ready for something new but i'm not ready to give up the old. come august i will be moving on whether i want to at all.
sorry about this entry people, i just needed to put some of my thoughts down. i've been thinking about a lot of things lately and this was one of them. i feel like i got something off my chest though. have a great sunday.