Aug 14, 2005 07:02
i dont know why, but i woke up at 4:30 today. i couldnt go back to sleep. i layed there and watched eurotrip and got bored. i ended up going outside and watching the sunrise. it was beautiful. i need to watch it more often. i cant wait untill i get my lisance. ill spend hours chasing the sunset. if i was an animal, i think i would want to be a lion. i want to go for a hot air balloon ride. i wish to become a skydiver. im fucking bored as hell right now. you people should learn how to wake up early so you can keep me company. i wish i was talanted. i wish i could do backflips. i wish i could do the things i tell myself i should do. i wish i had a stronger will power. i wish upon stars. i want my long hair agian. i want to get rid of my glasses. i want to die before i get old. ive decided im going to move to montana and never see this hell hole of a town again when i get older. sometimes i wish i was on drugs to the point that i dont care about anything around me. i need somthing to get my mind off things. i need, want, wish, and dream alot, probally too much. i can not make a po-go stick go po-go. ughhh. im so bored. im gonna try to go to sleep again. bye.