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so lately shits been blurry, like, i dont understand anything.
id like to explain why, but whenever i try to put it in words, it doesnt come out right.
i think i expect to much from the world, maybe?
i think everything has a double meaning? if that makes sense.
i guess i feel lost...lonely.....misuderstood.
shit just gets harder everyday, i think its because i make it harder.
i think the only reason shit is the way it is is because of me.
i think the only reason i think no one understands me is becuase i dont let anyone understand me.
i see shit differently than everyone, like, when you lose everything you love, shit changes. Im not gonna try to make anyone like me, or want to care about me, not anymore, if you care, then thanks, and if you dont, then maybe its just better that way. maybe everyone is better off just forgettin about me.
i just dont know anymore.
but i will, someday. ill have the answers someday.
id like to explain why, but whenever i try to put it in words, it doesnt come out right.
i think i expect to much from the world, maybe?
i think everything has a double meaning? if that makes sense.
i guess i feel lost...lonely.....misuderstood.
shit just gets harder everyday, i think its because i make it harder.
i think the only reason shit is the way it is is because of me.
i think the only reason i think no one understands me is becuase i dont let anyone understand me.
i see shit differently than everyone, like, when you lose everything you love, shit changes. Im not gonna try to make anyone like me, or want to care about me, not anymore, if you care, then thanks, and if you dont, then maybe its just better that way. maybe everyone is better off just forgettin about me.
i just dont know anymore.
but i will, someday. ill have the answers someday.