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maybe im just freaking out or whatever, but i miss alexis like crazy and want to go back to boston. i'm going a week from today to visit, so i guess i'll see how it goes. i still love him so fucking much, and sitting here at home on my ass is making it so much worse.
sometimes i think i'd like to marry him and other times i hate him. if i moved back i'd want to get a studio or one bedroom with him. i should probably discuss all this with him.
am i just bored cause it's awful here so im regressing, or am i really making an awful rash decision to throw away this relationship with a person ive loved more than anyone else ever? ahhh
sometimes i think i'd like to marry him and other times i hate him. if i moved back i'd want to get a studio or one bedroom with him. i should probably discuss all this with him.
am i just bored cause it's awful here so im regressing, or am i really making an awful rash decision to throw away this relationship with a person ive loved more than anyone else ever? ahhh