Jul 24, 2006 00:46
wow...i've realized how much of a loser i really am...and its pathetic...what do i have...hmm...pretty much nothing.
i can't hang out with some friends
others who i thought were my friends spy on me
a few talk shit behind my back, which used to bother me, but it really doesn't anymore..
a couple i don't even see anymore..
some are leaving and i'll probably never see them again...because they're moving out of state.
i've got this 40 year old woman who thinks i want her husband (who by the way is 20 years older than me...)thats discusting!
i've one friend who likes me, but wait hes engaged...wouldn't you know it....
yup thats pretty much it.
its actually kind of funny if you think about it...we used to be such good friends, but the past year has torn most of us apart, and yet brought a few of us closer...its weird how that works out isn't it?
anyway i just needed to say some things and now i'm done so...i'll go i guess
good night, love
kyle