Apr 21, 2010 23:42
So I don't have enough alone time at home to do as many blogs updating people on my life. So I think I'll stick to a weekly to bi-weekly update on that end, more along the lines of when I hang out with people, dance, or have some news story to tell people about.
Anyways, life has been...well life. It's been getting difficult, and these finals coming up are going to eat me alive. But I think I will use them as an excuse as to why I did not get a 3.0 and keep my scholarship. Might as well right? Since I can blame it on my job (and therefore my parents who forced me to get one). Awesome! Which reminds me, I'm going to change my password on my university account so my mother can't get into it. Because like a loser, I told her what my usual password was. But she of course forgot. But I want to avoid her somehow remembering it in a epiphany.
My love live is...well..it's not really there. My mother tried to set me up with this guy. I met him the other night, albeit we were both wasted, but he seemed okay. Nice, funny, good looking, smart. A lot of the things I look for in a guy. However, he smokes...yes...pot. *sigh* I don't hate pot smokers, but I don't like them either. I'd rather them just not do it, especially near me. It's just the smell. Nothing about the fact that it's a drug or whatever, I don't care about that shit. I just care that it smells horrible. Yeah. I could look past that, but the fact still remains that...*takes a deep breath* he's not a furry. Now I know that shouldn't be something I should base this on, but I'm afraid of dating someone who will only end up breaking up with me when he finds out that I'm a fur. I suppose I could just introduce him to the gang, and if he accepts them as furs, maybe he'll accept me as one? I dunno. I just hate that people automatically assume you are into doing stuff with animals. *shivers* I just like the community, honestly, I could do without all the sex.
My mother says she misses me. *sigh* I miss her too, but I don't like hanging around her because every time I do, my school work always comes up. I'd rather talk about my dance project, or maybe even this guy she wants me to date (well not 'wants' me to, but she just thought because we were both single, it'd be worth a shot). I understand asking, "Hey, how is school going?" That's easy. "It's good." "Any projects coming up? Anything fun you're learning?" "No projects, but we are acting out a scene from Tempest." "That sounds like fun." THE END. Stop asking me about my grades. They are just that: My Grades. I'm responsible for them, and I'm taking the consequences as they come. I'm sure that they will tell me that I shouldn't take out loans as a student, but they did it too. They took out a lot more than I'll need to take out, which is only going to be about $10,000. It might come down to me using them to get the loan from the university, but hopefully I can just get it from my bank. Though I don't know how well that will all pan out. I'm also still worried that the university is going to still charge me for stuff even though I didn't register for classes. *ponders*
I guess I'll find out sooner or later.
Well, that's all for now. Back to Poke'mon and chatting. See ya!
Woof!