Nov 10, 2005 02:51
Hi all what's up? Writeing again coz there's nothing better to do. Last night was good I got to spend time with Candi [my girl] and cooked dinner and stuff. I'm just on msn and the zone now. For anyone that doesnt no what the zone is its a website where people go to chat www.zonebbs.com. Anyway on we go with the entry. I get so scared my girl is going to get lonely when I go to ausy or I go home again sometimes. I no when she gets lonely she seeks atention when she seeks atention its usually from the wrong people and the wrong atention ends up being given to her. I dont want to loose her or to here that I nearly did but she stopped it. I hate that shit I trust her but I dont trust other guys. I guess I should trust her more though I mean if she says no its ok... But if she doesnt Im fucked. I couldnt handle it with out her. She is everything to me, she is my water my food my friend my lover my girlfriend my feontcey my life. I would die with out her by my side. I dont no writeing this isnt helping right now so I ll write more later Im going to read for a bit I guess. Laters all
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