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Hi all well that was a rather different poem. I dont no why but I dont seem to be to happy right now just have no clue why. I felt like writeing and so did but its not to happy. Ah well cant do shit about that. My day has been ok I guess just relaxed and emailed candi thismorning then went to a primary school and thanked some kids for buying chocolates to help us go to ausy. I am kind of worried about leaveing but oh well cant do much about that. Anyway we thanked them I think it would be pretty cool being a teacher some times seeing all thos little kids smileing up at you with respect for you because your so big and no everything they just sit and drink in what you have to say to them. I wouldnt want to teach anything else though because the older they get the less they care about learning normally. Anyway did that then came back to corse and talking to candi on skype. I wrote this and the poem while with her on skype. Still waiting for her ring etc to arive to her. I wish it would hurry up I dont want it to get lost or anything. I want to be with her so much I feel like its something I really need to do. I no I'm going there next june but I want to see her before then I want to feel her hold me. I dont no and pretty much no I cant really do it but I really want to. I love her and need her to realize that. I just feel like I need to prove it to her prove to her that I'm real and will always be there for her. I dont no. Fuck this Im gone