poetry
Hi all well alright I'm going to paist all my poetry in here if u don't want to read it go to the bottom of the journal it will be easier for u to read entries previously done that way. Hugs anyone that reads this and wants one they aren't all here well just because they aren't so yea.
The Day
The day starts smooth and calm not a problem arises and everyone seems happy,
Then later it strikes one mistake one simple stupid thing,
It all explodes the calm turning to rage in an instant,
Where’s the shelter the escape rout,
There isn’t one so you stand take it then run away and hide,
Hiding from the fair hiding from the pain hiding from the reality,
Hiding from everyone and everything hiding from it all,
Then one day it changes,
Like the change from winter to spring from ice to water,
The cold fair everything evaporate leaving only the warmth and joy,
The warmth and joy only knew puppies feel when they start venturing alone,
The joy young lovers feel when they make love and lay together in each other’s arms for the first time,
The joy I feel when I am with you.
Going Insane
My mind is like an ocean,
And I am caught in a rip,
I try and swim to the Shaw,
Where everything makes sense and everything is sane,
But the harder I swim the further I am carried out,
In to the ocean of insanity,
I begin to get tired and struggle to keep afloat,
Then it comes the blackness,
The silence,
And the never-ending stillness,
The ocean has me in its grip,
I have failed to beet it,
Rocks
They are always changing,
Always the same,
But always different,
They survive the changing of the tides,
They are the one thing that is always there when nothing else exists,
They are the rocks and we are just a tide,
Come to try and destroy them,
Life
Life what is the point,
Where does it take us,
What happens when we get to the end,
Are we dead,
Are we alive,
Are we a spirit,
What where when why who how,
Six questions we want answers to,
Six questions we must no the answers to,
Six questions we can never no the answers to,
For if we did we should no to much,
And if this happens we should crumble and fall,
The only glimmer of hope therefore,
Is each other to the end,
The hope that one-day we will be together again,
Where ever that may be,
Boredom
The silence in the room,
Is as loud as the ticking on the clock in my head,
The clock that never stops ticking,
Although unnoticed sometimes,
The clock that ticks away seconds,
Minutes, hours,
Days, even life times,
All pass with out us taking any notice,
They pass never to be seen again,
Where do they go,
What happens to them,
We will never no because they are gone,
Lost to a word that doesn't care
Writing
Senseless waist of time,
Mindless scribble,
Waist of resources,
Music plays threw your mind,
"This is a song that never ends yes it goes on and on my friend,"
The teacher talks,
Trying to get you back on track,
Trying to get you to write the scribble they all want to see,
When all you can think is “bored, hot, can't be bothered,”
Doesn't the teacher no your lost,
Trapped in your own thoughts and ideas,
There is only one way out,
Brrrrrring the bell,
Pulls you back to reality like a scream in the cold dark knight
Friends
What are friends,
Are they always there for you,
Are they the ones that are there when you cry,
Are they the ones to get smart,
Are they the ones to look down on you,
No these are not friends,
These are acquaintances,
What is the point of acquaintances when you can have friends,
There is no point,
Friends are with you till the end,
Acquaintances are with you till they want to disappear,
Like the wind or rain, there
Then gone,
All in the blink of an eye,
Or the beating of a hart beat
The World
If the world seems like hell,
Can it be changed,
What makes the world hell,
Is it the birds,
Is it the trees,
Is it the moon and stars,
No it is none of these,
It is we humans,
We are responsible for the destruction,
We are responsible for all the evil,
Can it be right,
Will it ever be how it was
Emotions
Where did they come from,
What is the point of them,
Are they good or bad,
Do they control us,
Anger the desire to hit something,
Sadness emotional pain that makes you cry,
Love a desire for something that is so strong no other word is strong enough to describe it,
Happiness the feeling you get when its not love, anger or sadness,
These feeling I feel with you,
Anger for your anger,
Sadness for your sadness,
Happiness for your happiness,
Love for your love,
All of these I feel because of you
Angel
She is there always,
She is there in the morning when I get up,
She is there to say goodbye when I leave,
She is there when I get home from school,
She is there to say good night,
I would do anything for the angel in my life,
Because she has done so much for me,
She has given up everything for me,
With out this angel I would be nothing,
So I hope that this angel stays well when I leave her and explore this world on my own,
For this angel I would do anything give up everything because she is my mum
Stars
The stars in my life shine so beautiful,
They are there when I need to talk,
They listen with out question,
If I cry they don't look down on me or make me feel bad,
They support me and help me threw it,
If I put my arms out and ask for help they are there with no hesitation,
In return I am there for the stars if they need me they only have to call,
There is no distance to far no place I wont go for the stars,
Because they are my friends and I am there's always
The Little Girl
She walks down the road head down shoulders hunched,
She is one of many,
Her name we may never no,
Why she was walking down the road laughing one day,
The next she was crying,
Screaming to be loved,
Begging to be safe from it all,
She wants to be like all the other girls,
Laughing smiling and happy,
But she is not,
She is different alone in a world with nobody to save her,
She searches for the hope she once had,
But all she finds is a knife,
This is now her hope,
Now her way out,
Now she can be free,
She takes the chance and is lost to us,
All of this because of one thing,
All of this because of one person,
All of this because of greed, lust, desire,
A life a beautiful creation,
Gone because he did not care
Lisa
Young with the world at her feet,
Looking for adventure,
Quiet shy friendly every quality you could ask for,
Does she realize,
That anything that she does will help her,
Does she realize that any friends she makes,
Any enemies she makes in this life,
Will help her teach her,
Make her stronger and more of a woman everyday,
These changes she might not notice,
But others do they notice how she has grown and continues to grow,
Day by day,
Month by month,
Year by year,
She is always changing and yet always the same,
Becoming more of the person we love to see
Rain
Born free from sin,
Innocent and perfect,
Grow in to a man,
No longer innocent and perfect,
Then the rains started,
Why does it rain all the time,
What happened to the sun,
The rains are endless always there,
Always present in memory even when passed,
The rain is like knives in the dark cold and poisonous,
The man continues to grow in wisdom with the rains,
He begins to appreciate their comfort when none can be found,
He is alone left with the pain,
The pain that took him from his perfect and innocents,
The bomb that killed all and left him alone,
The bomb that destroyed everything,
The loss of all that was good,
He cannot face it,
It is to great,
The answer is in the beginning the end and the silence,
Nothing is the answer to all questions,
To become nothing,
Feel nothing,
Have been nothing,
With the absence of all there can be relief
the road
I walk the road passing beneath my feet step buy step,
Where does it lead,
What is around the next corner,
There is a million possibilities,
A million turns,
A million alleys and side roads,
They all lead back to the same place,
The road we started on,
The road we end on,
The road of life
People
I sit or stand with my friends,
I am an equal,
Different and yet the same,
Then you come along,
The troublemaker,
The one who knows everything,
We are wrong you are right,
To you I am not an equal,
To you I am someone you can annoy,
Someone who will take your shit,
Wrong I am not different to you,
Wrong I am not someone you can annoy,
Wrong I won't take your shit,
You think to yourself "you are blind you won't do anything,"
Once again you are wrong,
I will do something I will retaliate,
I will take everything you have given and give it straight back,
If I do retaliate you will realize,
"I do no nothing I am a trouble maker and I was wrong,"
So if it takes retaliation and violence for you to see this,
Then what will it take for you to change this,
To me you're nothing your just another little punk,
You don't bother me in any big way,
You're just like a fly waiting to be squashed,
Shell I squash you and teach you a lesson,
Or let you live for just a while longer
David
You are strong and tall,
Always there when I need you,
When the world is falling down around me you are there,
You comfort me keep me safe,
If my knees tremble and I fall to the ground,
because the burdens of life become to much,
You are there to pick me up,
You are my role model I look to you for everything,
I want to be you but I cannot,
To be a mare shadow of you would be the greatest gift in the world,
If all things must come to an end good and bad,
Then this means to that you to must come to an end,
I just have to hope that when you do leave me I am strong enough to carry on,
I have to hope all that you have shown and taught me will be enough,
All said and done I must make the most of your laugh your strength and most importantly your love.
Another number
She stands all alone beside the grave of the man she loved,
He never did any wrong so why did he get taken from this world so young.
25 still young and free.
The quiet outsider watching always there,
Observing in silence tears falling slow,
Knowing it's coming but praying all the same,
The disease with no cure,
She was there for him threw it all smiled with him till the end although it was hard for them both,
Neither wanted him to go but knowing there was no way around it,
She remembered all this standing there next to him,
The tears came to her eyes and once again there was nothing she could do to hold them back,
They flowed freely down her face like the cancer had spread threw him,
Untouchable
She is there like the stars in the sky wanted so badly but to far away,
She is like the sun rises and falls like the rapped beating of my hart when she is near,
She is there in my dreams,
When I wake,
When I walk,
When I talk,
Always there always to far away,
Always wanted,
Always needed,
Never there,
The Lady
The light to break eternal darkness,
The sound of every bird all in one word,
The love of a grate angel,
She is always there and always wanted,
She is the pain joy love sadness anger all in one,
She is the word when none can be found,
She is the emotion to describe the greatest love and joy it is possible to feel,
She is there for me and I am there for her
Tears
The man walks across the room the sad look in his eyes,
They are close the tears that must fall,
Held back briefly only to be let free later,
Why does the man cry because of love,
Love for someone that he can't have,
Someone that is wanted and needed so badly,
The tears are for a girl,
A deeply loved girl that is always missed,
She is always thought about never gone from his mind for more than 10 seconds,
The need to make her happy to make her smile makes him keep it all in,
This need makes him hide the tears and feelings he feels,
But can they keep being hidden will they ever escape,
All this hurt pain all for one thing,
All this for an angel that loves another.
Birds
There is a girl sitting alone,
She is young beautiful and with the world ahead of her,
Why does she cry then,
She cries because the world is unfair,
She is like the birds quietly waiting,
Waiting for the chance to spring and fly free from it all,
She is caged but is searching and waiting for the way out,
Will she find it or be caged forever,
Beautiful
The stars that shine so bright,
The planets moon and sun all creation,
It means nothing when you're with me,
The prettiest flowers the sweetest birds,
All nothing compeered to you,
You're the beauty when none can be found,
Your everything moon sun stars and all creation,
The quiet one.
Cutting
The pin travels across her wrist like a sword across a neck,
The tears fall from her eyes knowing its wrong knowing she can't stop it,
The habit has formed what will be next,
Pins knives razors pens anything sharp anything that can cut,
Why does she do it for relief,
The blood that paws from her wrist washes away the pain if only for a second,
Then the cuts get deeper the knives get sharper until it's too late,
She has cut to far and is gone forever,
How do we stop this,
How do we help her,
Do we turn away pretend it never happened,
No we stand their help her talk to her and hope that she stops before it's to late,
The beautiful girl with the deadly habit,
Loved and needed so much she just needs to see it.
Thoughts
My thoughts and feelings go round and round my head like a whirlpool in a fish bowl,
Where is the exit or do they build up to a fantastic explosion,
Is there some relief or one big bang and it all ends,
They are like torture and joy all in one,
Wanted and hated all in the same moment,
Thoughts of death feelings of joy all as one,
Is there a way to solve the questions to satisfy the feelings,
Or is it the way it is.
The Bath
The girl sits in the bath tears falling from her eyes,
She slides deeper in the water,
Her neck sinks under then her head,
She breathes in the water,
It catches in her throat,
She starts to joke thoughts racing round her mind like a driver round a track,
She chokes wishing it would hurry up and end,
Hating the feelings in her heart hating the reasons they are there,
She slowly sinks in to darkness,
Then just before she passes out the girl realizes what she is really doing,
She sits up spits the water out and decides that its not what she wanted,
The pretty little girl survives for another day but for how long,
How do we help her,
Is being there for her going to be enough,
Because if she gives in if she goes to the light what will be left,
Silence where there was once laughter,
Stillness where there was once movement,
Death where there was once life
Beautiful
All pretty things when put next to u look dull and boring,
You're the light that leads from the dark,
The sun in the world of darkness,
Everything beautiful everything a person could want all in one,
The word when none can be found,
You're the rock in the rain solid and strong,
Always there always supportive,
The angel of angel's sun of suns star of stars,
Your everything.
Remember
As the world falls around u hold your head up,
As everyone turns there back on u smile,
When the sun fades in to the night smile,
When the rain falls and it looks like it will never end smile,
When it seems like it will get no worse remember I will be there,
With a shoulder to cry on any time,
Your never alone I will always be right there beside you.
The Angel
So young and perfect the word ahead of her,
She is innocent of guilt and guilty of innocents,
The girl who goes threw all still strong still holding on,
She is loved by many this angel with the world ahead of her,
She is as sweet as the spring and as warm as the summer sun,
This angel is wanted and needed so much by all,
She gives them strength to hold on to want to try,
She makes them care for others in the way she cares for them,
The angel is perfect
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Addiction
The addiction felt by an alcoholic when no alcohol can be found,
The lust felt by a sex-crazed maniac,
The desire felt by a pup for its mother,
The desire to be held by someone you no should never hold you,
The feeling you get when you here her voice,
It's all the same,
All the same want all the same need,
Desire for something you can never have
The feeling you get when all you want to do is help and there is no way you can,
The thought that goes threw your head when your lost for words,
When you want to cry coz the other is crying but you cant because you have to be there for them,
The feeling of being needed and not being there,
The way you feel when nothing goes right,
The way it should never be,
But that is how it is plain and simple helplessness.
The End Result
When the sun rises no more,
When the stars shine no more,
The clouds turn grey and fall from the sky,
When all is nothing and nothing is everything,
When destruction is districted,
There is one thing left,
When the loudest noise is silence and the quietest noise is death,
There is still one thing remaining,
The love I feel for you remain as strong as when it began,
All the destruction hates gone nothing left but love.
There
Your there when I need you like the wall in the dark,
You're strong when I am week like the love I have for you,
If all is lost and there is nothing to hope for all I need is your name and I am sane again,
If it feels like the world is against me your there to comfort and support me,
The life jacket in the sea the sun moon and stars in the sky,
You're everything and if I could give it to you everything would be yours,
Nothing too much for the one that is always there,
The perfect one some would call you an angel some would call you a goddess I would call you the reason,
The reason I carry on is for you and because of you,
So at the end I can say I was happy because you were there.
Question
You sit there and lie to yourself and others,
Telling yourself and them you something that your not,
What is the point,
You say your dumb I say your not,
You say your stupid I say your not,
I try and ask you to stop but you keep on going,
Don't u see it hurts when you do that,
Don't you see you make me want to shake you till you can never say those words again,
No you just keep going until one day it's going to be to late,
Your going to believe it and nobody will be there to prove you wrong because they are sick of trying to,
So what do I do to stop this do I tell you to fuck off,
Or do I let you carry on and drag yourself and all your friends down with you,
Two questions one answer,
The answer is love the only thing holding me to you,
Something so simple to do and yet so strong.
Reality
The thing completely UN resistible,
We have no control of it but it controls us,
When there is nothing reality remains,
The lives of dreams are fun the lives of those who follow reality get somewhere,
The lives of dreamers remain the same,
It's an opposite really when dreams are bad we turn to reality to get us threw,
When reality seems harsh we turn to dreams for comfort,
There is only one difference the person living it.
Feelings
I love her the girl so far away,
The girl that is always there,
I care for another,
It is wrong but can't be helped,
Give up both or carry on,
I am to week to give them up,
Then there is a friend,
Funny and sweet,
Why must I be the way I am?
Why must I make things so hard?
So that the only choice left is to give them all up or find another way,
The only other way is this,
The way things are now,
Because the giving you up is just tow hard to do.
Endless
She sits quietly waiting,
What is she waiting for,
The time to pass,
Her friend,
A million things come to mind,
And yet all that's on her mind is one thing endless,
Endless waiting endless boredom endless breathing,
If there are so many ending things in life why are there so few endless ones,
The earth the sound the people all will end at some time,
The only thing remaining will be time,
Time that we will never no time that we have never known,
Endless utter time so lets waist it because time isn't going to care,
We will though because we come to an end.
The Sea
The waves crash on the Shaw as I watch the calm sea,
I lay back on the sand loving the smell of the calm sea knowing its ways knowing its strength and power,
As I lay there it gets closer and closer,
The sea reaches my toes pulling at them gently but firmly,
As I lay still and calm the sea begins to cover me pulling at my body lifting me and placing me down again,
The amazing power has me in its grip now as it carries me,
One move and I am free from it one move and I am dead,
I remain still hooked in for the ride now,
Its like the rush of your first love or a roller coaster once you start u cant stop,
It carries me farther and farther out to where to what what will happen next,
Nobody knows only time will tell,
I am caught in the tide doomed now with no escape lost to a sea that has no feeling,
Lost to a sea that never changes.
Tears
The tears fall freely from her eyes,
The unwanted pain yet unstoppable,
The reality facing her with no way round it,
What will she do about it,
Hurt to many times her spirit so strong,
She never gives up just keeps on trying,
Her mind set reality stronger than her desire for perfection,
She always cares always tries so why are things the way they are,
Why is it every time it seems right it ends up wrong.
I Try
From the day I knew I have tried,
I have tried to be perfect,
Tried to be everything u have ever wanted,
Tried so hard to prove that I loved you,
You may not have realized but your everything to me,
The reason for breathing the reason for living,
Just your voice the smile of your joy in it gives me the strength to carry on,
I love many people but have never loved anyone the way that I love you,
I be there for you when you need me because I no your there for me,
I no that you love me just as much as I love you,
So when I wonder what will happen I realize it doesn’t matter because we love each other till the end,
Together forever threw it all,
They try to bring us down saying it will never happen I just laugh it off like its nothing,
They think they will bring us down but they’re wrong all they do is make me more determined,
More determined to love you more determined to do everything I can to prove it to you,
You’re the one I love my girl forever.
Unknowing
You care for me and I care for you
,
You love me the way that I love you,
Like father like son we stood together,
In life we all make mistakes and to a point be forgiven for them,
You made two mistakes and were forgiven the first,
Now it’s the second one and my mother you hurt twice forgives no more,
I have two choices like a coin toss,
To love you and be part of your life still,
Or ditch you and forget u ever existed just like the rest,
The ones that hurt us when they said they cared,
I loved them and now hate them,
So which are you love or hate.
Fuck it
What do u do when it all hits you,
What happens when it starts to become too much,
When the world kicks dirt in your face do shrink away,
Do I stand tall and fight to the last,
Do I let the thoughts and feelings flowing threw me escape,
They hurt sometimes those thoughts and feelings,
Bringing me down to the ground to wait for it all to end,
Secrets only one can know,
Those only I feel,
I hate I cry I bleed I love,
If I give up now I will never seem my dreams for filled,
Never see my girl smile my kids laughing,
So fuck that,
I stand tall act like it doesn’t affect me when these people fuck with me,
I say fuck it and carry on because you love me,
Because of you I carry on,
With you by my side I no I can make it.
The storm
The storm rages,
Quietly and slowly building,
It starts as a small breeze,
Becoming a wild thrashing storm slowly but surely,
No prevention it must come this storm with no warning,
It appears like the sun in the sky,
It is there as strong as a hurricane as loving as a baby,
The storm of emotions I feel for you,
The one I love like the earth loves the rain.
Sun
The sun shines bright and warm,
Comforting in the coldest day,
Strong and week and the same time,
Indifferent to the changes made by people,
Shining like the stars at night and the brightest moon,
When you shine in my life everything is complete,
You shine always during the saddest moments the darkest nights and yet your there,
Your there bright and warm,
Your support never ending always there for me like I can only hope to be there for you.
Love
Like the love the earth has for the sea I feel for you,
Like the love the sky has for the birds I feel for you,
Like the love the animals have for each other and for the earth I feel for you,
The love the animals have for life I have for you,
The love human’s share is but a splinter of the love I feel for you,
With out air everything slowly dies your my air my water my food my survival,
With out you I am nothing I am dead,
Your perfection in an imperfect world where perfection could never exist,
I give you everything do what you will with it,
yours for all eternity and beyond.
The Tide
the tide comes slowly building bit by bit like a storm,
It comes closer and closer getting nearer and nearer with each wave,
This sea I do not fear,
This sea is warm and calm just building coming closer,
I lie on my back and let it slowly wash over me,
It is warm and inviting like a mothers unbrace,
I allow myself to be lifted carried in this sea of love that you provide willingly,
I return this love and can only hope it means as much to you as yours does to me.
Breath
I lie there still and quiet listening,
My mind closes fades out to reveal nothingness,
There is one thing I focus on,
One thing I cling to,
The soft quiet sound,
The one sound in a world of nothingness,
The sound of a beautiful girl softly breathing beside me,
Quiet in sleep her breath falls on my cheek,
I no that when she wakes the smile will be there,
The beautiful voice will speak,
My life will begin again as another day starts,
Everything I live for is here,
In the stillness of the night,
In the soft breath on my cheek,
Everything is worthwhile because of you.
The Emotion
The feelings build,
Feeling of unhappiness,
Feelings of disappointment,
All because things aren’t how they are wanted,
Like a little kid throwing a tantrum,
The mood takes me turns me from happily laughing,
I become unhappy serous and probably doing the one thing that is the least intended,
Annoying depressing and worrying the best thing in my life,
The most perfect thing in a world of imperfection,
The thing I cling to threw it all,
You’re the one thing in my life that is always there,
The one thing that helps when nothing else will,
The best thing of all things,
You’re the reason I try the reason I don’t give up,
I try to live try to be happy try to survive and keep you strong with me because of you,
Because with out you there beside me I couldn’t make it threw this life.
Love
I love her with all my heart and soul,
Gone for but a few hours yet the aching for her sweet voice remains,
Returning I know she will in a few days,
emptiness I feel with out her,
This girl I love,
This girl of mine,
Is only on holiday,
Only a phone call away,
Yet seems miles more when faced with the inability to talk to her daily,
The girl to be my wife,
The one to whom I give my life my love my everything,
Will return and be with me as happy as ever,
For each other we sacrifice so that our love grows stronger,
My girl may be gone but her sweet voice remains whispering the words I love so much,
I love you.
Alone
From the start we are alone,
We have our parents love to keep us content and yet we still have the feeling,
We grow find lovers loose them and yet the feeling continues to follow,
We find a wife kids and a family the feeling is weekend but remaining,
Threw out life we are alone with only ourselves to turn to only ourselves to blame,
Why do we love so strongly and need so much if the feeling remains,
What is the point of it all if there is always something missing or the feeling of being alone,
Is it because no matter how much we get we always want more,
We love hate cry laugh all different thoughts feelings and mixed emotions where does it all end,
We carry on because we love because we are loved because we need and are needed,
All threw life we have the question of what is the point of existence,
Is it to create more people so they to can go threw life asking the same question,
In the end the feeling of being alone the depression the confusion all amounts to this,
We live for ourselves and others we would die for them to,
This drives us gives us reason to carry on and create more people to do the same after we are gone.
Promises
Broken promises stab like knives,
Cold dark knives sharp as razors blazoned in flame,
As time passes they burn deeper,
There wounds becoming more powerful more consuming,
As the pain increases so to do the scars permanently there never leaving always reminding,
The promises continue the wounds become grater the breaking point closer,
The attack reached breaking point broken its all to late now,
To late for sorry to late for I was wrong,
To late for forgiveness to late for life,
Its over the scars unseen the promises unknown the wounds hidden,
Blood stops seeping slowly from the lifeless body,
Reality reached no more hiding from it,
The end has come,
The end to lies to broken promises to broken dreams,
It is all gone like a plug being pulled all gone never to be remembered never to be forgotten.
Flames
Thoughts race threw my mind like flames in an empty corridor,
Burning everything in their path heading for the one place they can build,
They head like fire for oxygen towards memories of pain and hurt,
The one thing that builds them increases them till everything is destroyed,
But suddenly there is a block in their way,
Like a lake in the middle of a forest of pine trees,
Can not be burnt only avoided,
The block increases hope strength and power driving the flaming thoughts back like a fire fighter,
Driving them away to smolder and die,
Ashes to ashes dust to dust like memories of forgotten things,
She stands there beside me calm strong and always there quietly listening quietly helping,
Defending me from the flames saving me from it all,
To her I give everything she is my heroin,
To her I give my life.
The sword
The sword strikes like an axe on metal,
Solid and hollow on my heart,
Striking it bringing it pain and yet strength at the same time,
The pain rises the strength grows,
The pain of failure the pain of regret,
The strength of forgiveness the strength of love,
The strength lifts the sword slowly leaving the wound to heal over time,
Many years will pass slowly the wound may heal,
The memories will not,
They will remain haunting,
Tormenting till the ending day,
Escape is your forgiveness,
Your love,
You as a friend lover and much more,
The savor from torment,
The savor from emptiness,
The savor of life.
Trust broken wounds deepenin,
Tears fall lives broken,
Wounds reopened knives cutting deep once again,
Love stil burning stronger than ever,
Desire to please need to love stil iminant,
Afraid of the outcome,
Knowing there are only two roads,
Be loved or hated dead or alive whole or broken,
All this depends on you,
On weather you can handle the pain I have given you,
Weather you can handle the suffering I have put you threw,
If you can together we stay,
If you cant nothing I return to gone I become,
Lost never to be found again by friend or fo.
Doom
Doom approaches,
The knowledge sinks in slowly,
Its actually happening,
Finally after all this time there is to be no more,
It all became to much,
The pain and stress of this world built up to a crescendo,
The idea came after another day of the same life,
The same stress,
The same people who didn't care,
So it was all about to end,
All going to stop,
With the sound of a gun shot it would all be over,
Then things changed,
A voice said it loved him,
A strong caring feminine voice whom he had and would always love returned his love,
The hope came like the flood of a river,
All because she loved him hope had returned,
His end would not come yet.
Mind
The walls surround me
,
They climb higher and higher,
Ever reaching above me,
From my birth in the warm sun it has begun,
Slowly getting darker darker, deeper,
Until at the end of it all a final never-ending darkness with not the slightest light,
At the moment there is still a little light,
The light guides me,
It gives me hope leads me,
Perhaps darkness can be avoided,
Perhaps in a world where everything is possible and nothing impossible,
But there is one thing I feel is the most impossible of all,
The humans have tried for years,
Tried and tried and still there is no way to resist,
Once death comes you are gone,
Resistance is futile,
Death clames us all like the walls climb higher,
The surround me as I fall like in quick sand,
Deeper deeper darker places await me,
Until the end you will shine for me,
The light in the dark,
The star in the sky of disaster and destruction.
Falling
The tears fall slowly from his eyes as he looks at the sky,
Why did it have to happen?
Why did she have to die?
Couldn’t be enough that she suffered threwout life,
Now she’s gone,
The tears fall slowly down,
They fall to the earth sinking in never to be seen again,
Like the body of the one he loves,
They are gone.
Well if you read this to the end which I dout tell me what u think of them if u can be bothered commenting. lol