Dec 03, 2002 19:37
Well after long thoughts about wether or not to go out and get the door handle from Mal's car that I found on the side of the road opposit of where her car hit I did go and get it. It just seems when I hold I feel Mallory since Mal and I would have huge discussion about how door handles on cars had to be just right and about how good it is that she doesn't have my car b/c my handles are a diffrent color than the car. Then she gets the Saturn and the handles are perfect and she is happy with them. I just felt like I needed it.
I'm looking forward for the next few days to get over and at the same time not wanting these next few days to come.
At young life last night I broke down and just started to cry b/c I just felt like she should be sitting next to me singing loudly and higher than anyone else. I thank the lord so many people where sitting there knowing why i was crying.
I love you Mal and miss you soooo much.