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Hello hello. It's another non-productive day in the life of Kyle. KP gave me a scare this morning and, even under the circumstances, it was VERY good to hear her voice. As usual, the worst part was the goodbye. Hence my msn name "The "goobyes" Get Harder Every Time". And they do. I guess today was so bad since I was worried and she was upset/worried and dragging from lack of sleep. Just makes me realize how much more I really love her...It all blows my mind. I would have never seen myself in-love durning my highschool years. Let alone with someone so great, and wonderful, and as special as she is. And someone 600 miles away. At times it's a little too much but I realize how blessed I am to have her in my life. I'm the lucky one here that's 'fo sho'. I dream of there being a day when we're finally actually together - for good. I try not to get my hopes up because our relationship could go either way...but this is something I REALLY try to be optimistic about. There is nothing I want more than for there to be an us finally. Life is okay I guess, I'm still kicking. School starts in a week - joy joy. Exams to make up, back to seeing retarted-ass people, and homework...yay... That's all for now.