blah and indifferent
I realized that my friend adam is lame. we had an 'intimate' conversation a couple of weeks ago that i never told anyone about and now he doesnt call me anymore... i actually thought he ment what he said... im a stupid freak.
I realized also that Jason is to immiture for me, i've changed and he hasnt...I dont think this'll work between us and a friendship will be it for us. I dont know why i thought that hed be different...most of the time people who dont move or experience life dont change and they well get grown out of.
I have feelings for this guy at school but lucky for us both we had a long talk and we both decided right them that we didnt want a relationship to ome from our friendship. ::wipes sweat from forehead:: I dont need that drama right now.
I sent a letter to Publix home office inguiring about an internship. I hope i get it, but i hope i dont at the same time...confusing yesh i think so!
I got a call back from the Anniston Star and the editor gave me the name and phone number to the marketing chief or whatever, so ill be calling him tomorrow and possibly moving back to alabama for my internship.
I also got back an email from Powerpets.com I might get an internship through them. That be neat cause then i can finally learn more about flash and learn how to do web graphics! Just as good as me Utena! whoot! luvs me utena!
if none of those pan out im going to be searching in minnisoda and other places where i have friends. I need this internship by January and then all i need to o is work for 120 hours! then i can graduate before march!!! so excited!
I finally have a picture of my chinchilla Chin Chin, and ill try to get the picture up this week.
My sister has a great job in cali and she says hi utena. Her boss knows the head of Pixar and shes going to get to meet him, she said she'd put in some good words for me and try to get me an apprenticeship with him but i dont know if that would work. Photography is different then animation by alot!
anyways thats whats up with me.
utena i wuvs you and hope your doing well.
I realized also that Jason is to immiture for me, i've changed and he hasnt...I dont think this'll work between us and a friendship will be it for us. I dont know why i thought that hed be different...most of the time people who dont move or experience life dont change and they well get grown out of.
I have feelings for this guy at school but lucky for us both we had a long talk and we both decided right them that we didnt want a relationship to ome from our friendship. ::wipes sweat from forehead:: I dont need that drama right now.
I sent a letter to Publix home office inguiring about an internship. I hope i get it, but i hope i dont at the same time...confusing yesh i think so!
I got a call back from the Anniston Star and the editor gave me the name and phone number to the marketing chief or whatever, so ill be calling him tomorrow and possibly moving back to alabama for my internship.
I also got back an email from Powerpets.com I might get an internship through them. That be neat cause then i can finally learn more about flash and learn how to do web graphics! Just as good as me Utena! whoot! luvs me utena!
if none of those pan out im going to be searching in minnisoda and other places where i have friends. I need this internship by January and then all i need to o is work for 120 hours! then i can graduate before march!!! so excited!
I finally have a picture of my chinchilla Chin Chin, and ill try to get the picture up this week.
My sister has a great job in cali and she says hi utena. Her boss knows the head of Pixar and shes going to get to meet him, she said she'd put in some good words for me and try to get me an apprenticeship with him but i dont know if that would work. Photography is different then animation by alot!
anyways thats whats up with me.
utena i wuvs you and hope your doing well.