hello
I didnt vote, i had to work. But o well i didnt really care either way i guess, but i dont know im sleepy. I am lossing weight in my on off depression of lonliness. I have no time really to talk to the people that make me happy. this is the first time in like an eternity that i have been able to drag myself outa bed to get to the school to use the computer before class started so i could kinda talk to my most beloved friend. I feel like because of my busy schedual im causing that friendship to fall apart. I cant talk to her anymore cause i dont have the time. I went to an occupational hospital for a hernia and they told me i didnt have a hernia but i might have something wrong with my lower back so i have to go back again on tuesday. My back hurst a little bit but not much so the doctors are scaring me. I am almost done with school i have my internship left then i can leave this place forever. where i will go i dont know. I was thinking i'd take on odd jobs and tour the globe...but i dont know its a childish fantasy.