back in ny
I came back from fl on sunday.. n its sooooo BORING here!! plus its over 100 degrees out n in fl it was only like 90. i went to work on monday n it was sooo depressing becuz will wasnt there. so i missed him all day n was miserable becuz i didnt feel well at all. so i went to danielles house n swam in her pool for like 4 hrs cuz it was sooo damn hot out n i went inside to go to the bathroom and i heard my phone beep n will had tried calling me a couple times around 1030 n i completely missed his calls. it ruined my entire night n im still upset about it today becuz i cant call him back. the number that is on my missed calls doesnt have enough numbers n the one number that has all the right numbers is always busy n i dun even kno if that was his. i tried calling it for like 4 hrs. n then i got my doctor appt switched from thursday til today n right when i got to st francis hospital and signed in,... the power went offf!! soo i was the last patient they saw n i couldnt get an ultrasound becuz there was no power. soo the doctor told me that im one of the rare people that cant handle the fluctuating hormones in orthotricylcen n that im actually ovulating while im taking the pill.. n ur not supposed to be doing that. that defeats the whole purpose. so she switched me to yaz n it has the same hormone everyday n theres only 4 sugar pills unlike 7 in orthotricylcen... n i also got celebrex for the pain.. n i have to reschedule for the ultrasound. n all the pain that i got when i was in the er is that i get bigger cysts than ppl normally have every month n then when it ruptures thats when the pain comes...... ugh n i have to get a shot for college too. im sooooo depressed up here in ny.. i cant wait for will to come back im soo lonely <3