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wow,
first exam done! how did it go?? NO IDEA...130 multiple choice is hard to predict. but yes, mine and maddy's hardcore, ritalin induced studying did help quite a bit. i wonder if ritalin is really just a placebo? i mean i guess i was kinda focused, being able to study for like 6 hours but it really didn't make me feel that different.
anyways, i have four exams in four days which is stressing me the fuck out. how am i going to have the motivation to study when all i can think about is x-mas???! PLUS...
-when am i going to do my christmas shopping?
-what am i going to do for new years...tremblant, montreal or relaxing in ottawa?
-why do i even care what i do for new years?
-how do i balance work, reading, family, stephen and friends over the break and being able to relax from exams in between?
-how do i make sure the break doesn't go by too fast? (impossible)
i have NO answers for these questions and i guess i'll just have to wait and see what happens.
on a less stressful, exciting, orgasmic note...I FRIGGIN CAN'T WAIT FOR COLDPLAY! omg omg omg omg
it's funny how eventhough i have a million and one things to learn and re-learn for exams, i find excessive amounts of time to spend on the phone with stephen, i mean really! i knew i was pathetic and a procrastinator extrodinaire but seriously...i seem to find any excuse not to study! i find myself...
-talking on my cell for like 3 hours straight (i think i have a brain tumor...i looked up the syptoms online yesterday night...i have two of em.)
-reading novels instead of learing about Kant or racism, etc
-sleeping in until 11 every morning, while others are waking up at like 8:30am to start studying
-telling myself that i can learn everything to be ready for exams in a week.
-practicing guitar which i haden't picked up for like a month before exams so why now??
the list goes on and on
this is probably the longest entry i have even written but it's been fun and i probably won't update for awhile so this'll give me my fix. i'm just hoping that the next ten days aren't too painful and that i pass all my courses...i guess life goes on but really why am i in university again??
i can't wait to see everyone during the break (hopefully i'll get the chance to see everyone i want to see...)
ta ta for now!!
xoxo
oh ya so ps. maddy, julia and i are on a website for orchid nightclub in montreal which is pretty friggin random/cool...seeing as we are pretty much the only non-slutty girls on the website.
first exam done! how did it go?? NO IDEA...130 multiple choice is hard to predict. but yes, mine and maddy's hardcore, ritalin induced studying did help quite a bit. i wonder if ritalin is really just a placebo? i mean i guess i was kinda focused, being able to study for like 6 hours but it really didn't make me feel that different.
anyways, i have four exams in four days which is stressing me the fuck out. how am i going to have the motivation to study when all i can think about is x-mas???! PLUS...
-when am i going to do my christmas shopping?
-what am i going to do for new years...tremblant, montreal or relaxing in ottawa?
-why do i even care what i do for new years?
-how do i balance work, reading, family, stephen and friends over the break and being able to relax from exams in between?
-how do i make sure the break doesn't go by too fast? (impossible)
i have NO answers for these questions and i guess i'll just have to wait and see what happens.
on a less stressful, exciting, orgasmic note...I FRIGGIN CAN'T WAIT FOR COLDPLAY! omg omg omg omg
it's funny how eventhough i have a million and one things to learn and re-learn for exams, i find excessive amounts of time to spend on the phone with stephen, i mean really! i knew i was pathetic and a procrastinator extrodinaire but seriously...i seem to find any excuse not to study! i find myself...
-talking on my cell for like 3 hours straight (i think i have a brain tumor...i looked up the syptoms online yesterday night...i have two of em.)
-reading novels instead of learing about Kant or racism, etc
-sleeping in until 11 every morning, while others are waking up at like 8:30am to start studying
-telling myself that i can learn everything to be ready for exams in a week.
-practicing guitar which i haden't picked up for like a month before exams so why now??
the list goes on and on
this is probably the longest entry i have even written but it's been fun and i probably won't update for awhile so this'll give me my fix. i'm just hoping that the next ten days aren't too painful and that i pass all my courses...i guess life goes on but really why am i in university again??
i can't wait to see everyone during the break (hopefully i'll get the chance to see everyone i want to see...)
ta ta for now!!
xoxo
oh ya so ps. maddy, julia and i are on a website for orchid nightclub in montreal which is pretty friggin random/cool...seeing as we are pretty much the only non-slutty girls on the website.