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So I was putting returns back at work today and I just started crying. Not in an obvious way at least, but still. Bharani asked me what was wrong and I told her...well I sorta told her, didn't want to confuse her too much so I just said I broke up with my boyfriend (yes I know that's not exactly true in a few ways but that way it makes sense to her) and she told me she once broke up with a boyfriend she'd had for 7 years. I was like wow...that REALLY sucks...7 years. She was like yeah...but then I found my husband and everything's super so dun't worry. But that didn't really help cuz I dun't want anyone else. Not even the slightest bit. I hate myself.