So...
Let me recap my summer thus far. Come "home", do nothing for 3 weeks, all the while fearing dad will kick me out for lack of job. Do something stupid. Apply to 2309573265032 places. Interview with Savon. Apparently get hired. Work most days. Feel horrible about the something stupid. Continue working. Feel even worse. Have relationship with Josh fall completely apart. Feel still worse. Work some more. Go to Green Day concert. Enjoy. Go to UHMU. Enjoy alot. Come back and work. Think about fallen apart relationship most days at work during slow periods. Think about at "home". Try to think of how to fix or build time machine. Realize both of these things are impossible. Work some more. Spend insane amount of money. Realize I don't like puzzles as much as I used to. Attempt to crochet. Feel horrible yet again. Write this entry.