So...
...I think my mom disowned me today. Or something close to it. In less than an hour, it went from pleasant to "I'll just stay out of your life and you won't have to bother with me anymore." So she shows up at 4:15 and I wasn't expecting her and I had to work in 45 minutes and told her so. But she was like oh I just wanna see you for a few minutes today so I was like alrighty then. Then she starts asking me where I want to live, since it'll be on the outskirts of LA. And I say I don't care, cuz frankly I can't see us moving anywhere...she'll bitch and moan forever and ever and nothing will happen! So then she suggests San Diego and I just do not want to live there, I want to live in LA. So I tell her this, and she freaks out what! You said last year you wouldn't mind it! Gee, sorry I changed my mind in a year? So then she huffs on out when I go to work and tells me to call her tomorrow but I'll probably be too busy for her and I was like I have to work and she was like of course you do! So on my break I checked my voicemail because I knew I had 3 messages already that I hadn't heard, and now I had 4. So I play them back and 1 was from Carlos and I was like whoops cuz I had ignored my voicemail for days thinking it was my mom leaving a pointless message. The next 2 were from my mom earlier that day, happy and cheery. Then comes the last from my mom, about 3 mins after I started my shift. It's her screaming at me about why did I ever take a job and how she's not the one who forced me into it and that I only took it so I'd have an excuse to not be with her. I was like...I thought my dad was gonna make me get one, and I have nothing to do all summer, and money is a plus...yeah I see how that was based entirely on not wanting to see her. Then she brought up me not wanting to live in San Diego again and ended it by saying I invent things to do so that I don't have to spend any time with her, so she'll just stay away from me and one day she'll be dead and I won't ever have to spend time with her again. I was like ...and what the hell am I supposed to say to that? She invented shit out of nowhere! I couldn't call her til after work and I got off at 10 and she's already at work by then so I didn't call tonight. So now she'll probably kil me tomorrow when I do call her. And I got home and found out Josh read my LJ entries from the last 2 days so that was lovely and we've been a-fussin' and a-feudin' ever since. Lovely. Not hardcore or anything, just found out he's still blaming me for my drunken adventures. And stuff like that. And I've just been told right this moment that he's never going to get over it. And I agree with the person who told me, as does another. And now I'm crying, super. I like how something I didn't even mean to do completely sabotaged everything. I suck. I'll go die in the corner now.