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So many thoughts are racing through my head.... i want to just scream... I have never felt so hurt... i feel like my heart has jus torn to pieces and i feel like just giving up on life. Its so degrading to know you just arent good enough... to want something so bad and yet its just too far out of reach... but as the days keep moving on... slowly but surely i am quitting all my silly addictions... and will then have plenty of time for my 2 true loves.... i just hope i dont lose either of them before that day comes... most importantly... i hope she just hangs on with me a little longer... then it will all pay off... i promise.....