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why is it , that i have to always put on a smile for people, whenever, on the inside, i am just screaming, my heart shredding to pieces, ive cried so much i feel i am out of tears. i am beginning to go numb, losing all feeling, losing hope, emotions, everything i held on to , to keep me going, and some how i manage to still fake a smile, to please everyone, but, im trapped inside, dying to get out.
why do i fall in love so easily, when i constantly tell my self there is no such thing...i always tell myself, dont get attached, but i always fail myself..oh, and how hard i fall in love, leaving bruises, and scars. why do i do this to myself??
why do i fall in love so easily, when i constantly tell my self there is no such thing...i always tell myself, dont get attached, but i always fail myself..oh, and how hard i fall in love, leaving bruises, and scars. why do i do this to myself??