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Ok I'm tired it's late and this will be short. I had a long post in my mind after the bike ride this last weekend. I spent much of the just over 113 miles thinking about it. About how it bugs me when I pass guys. And I say g'morning, or hi, and they either glance at me and don't answer, or ignore me all together. AND THEN LATCH ONTO MY WHEEL AND DRAFT OFF ME FOR MILES. And then thank me as they leave. Is it a girl thing, that I don't want you to just use me? I want to cuddle after, and know your name before we get into it.
I love being around happy, content people. Like the lady next to me on the bus on the way home. Quiet, and smiling. Proud of her children. All 4 of the twins. How it limits some things, but how it is definitely worth it.
I have bad days, when I'm girly and feel fat and unattractive. Like I'm not doing enough about it, and like I just can't get to where I want to be. But then there are days when I feel cute and sexy and dance about, flaunting it. Tempting Mike. Enjoying myself. My new goal? Find a way to help those good days be more often, and enjoy them.
Ok must sleep.
I love being around happy, content people. Like the lady next to me on the bus on the way home. Quiet, and smiling. Proud of her children. All 4 of the twins. How it limits some things, but how it is definitely worth it.
I have bad days, when I'm girly and feel fat and unattractive. Like I'm not doing enough about it, and like I just can't get to where I want to be. But then there are days when I feel cute and sexy and dance about, flaunting it. Tempting Mike. Enjoying myself. My new goal? Find a way to help those good days be more often, and enjoy them.
Ok must sleep.