Le Me
Uh.. yeah... I got home at 1/4 to 3 as usual. Helped make some cherry things, and promptly fell asleep. I'm really, really emotionally exhausted right now, so no matter how much I sleep at night, I still conk right out at the least opportunity.
Had my grad pictures today. I scheduled the shoot to be *right* at the beginning of chemistry, teehee. I got all snazzified (my new word) in my red shirt that was really soft and comfy, but a bit small around the chest. I'm going to be the ONLY person on the grad composite with a red collar, hah. Everyone else is going to be wearing a white shirt under the robes - mine's blood red. Jay said it looked good with the sash, so all's good.
Since I paid for the complete package ($35), I got two friends poses. Erica was with me, and Jay and Greg were waiting outside the office, so they came in for my pictures. We were all acting insane and they kept making me laugh, which was pissing off the photographer. When I'm depressed, if I start laughing, it takes me forever to stop, so the lady was getting *really* ticked off. I've got poses with roses, without roses, with diploma and roses, with diploma (no roses), with hat and roses, with hat (no roses), then with Jay, Erica and Greg, acting insane. I think it was an experience I needed. Just to say to myself "Okay, I'm graduating."
I'm considering breaking a promise. I really shouldn't... but yeah, things change.
There's some real shifting of group dynamics right now, I've noticed. Some mini-clusters are changing, some are forming, couples are forming, breaking, changing everything. Friendships are like tectonic plates - you think they're stable, then the earth shifts beneath you and everything changes. I feel a bit like I'm watching from the outside right now. I don't know why, considering I'm fair in the thick of it, but... It's just strange.
There's also some confusing shit. I'm taking time to heal, but things are changing around me in such a way that it may
abreviate that... Things are too screwed up right now.
I'm going to go do my homework, later people.
~Kye
Had my grad pictures today. I scheduled the shoot to be *right* at the beginning of chemistry, teehee. I got all snazzified (my new word) in my red shirt that was really soft and comfy, but a bit small around the chest. I'm going to be the ONLY person on the grad composite with a red collar, hah. Everyone else is going to be wearing a white shirt under the robes - mine's blood red. Jay said it looked good with the sash, so all's good.
Since I paid for the complete package ($35), I got two friends poses. Erica was with me, and Jay and Greg were waiting outside the office, so they came in for my pictures. We were all acting insane and they kept making me laugh, which was pissing off the photographer. When I'm depressed, if I start laughing, it takes me forever to stop, so the lady was getting *really* ticked off. I've got poses with roses, without roses, with diploma and roses, with diploma (no roses), with hat and roses, with hat (no roses), then with Jay, Erica and Greg, acting insane. I think it was an experience I needed. Just to say to myself "Okay, I'm graduating."
I'm considering breaking a promise. I really shouldn't... but yeah, things change.
There's some real shifting of group dynamics right now, I've noticed. Some mini-clusters are changing, some are forming, couples are forming, breaking, changing everything. Friendships are like tectonic plates - you think they're stable, then the earth shifts beneath you and everything changes. I feel a bit like I'm watching from the outside right now. I don't know why, considering I'm fair in the thick of it, but... It's just strange.
There's also some confusing shit. I'm taking time to heal, but things are changing around me in such a way that it may
abreviate that... Things are too screwed up right now.
I'm going to go do my homework, later people.
~Kye