one month to decide
it's hard to belive that after all this my plane leaves in one month headed for the place i call home. i wish i had a home. i probably could if i wanted to. stubborn ass i am. it's up to me to decide in less than a month if i stay here for another year, or return home to nothing for the rest of my life. at least if i choose home i get a dog. woot, if i start to get hungry and starve to death, i can always kill the dog for meat. haha, im no barbarian. although...