Nov 29, 2005 18:49
i really need to get over Eric its just...so hard really i hate to see him at school but at the same time i love it to. Like today when i was walking back from lunch we looked at each other at the exact same time and the whole time we were walkin he just looked at me and smiled! Until he was almost outta sight then he said hey wats up....i thought it was weird because thats the first thing he's said to me since we've breaking up....GOSH I NEED TO STOP LIKEING HIM UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! RIGHT NOW DAMN IT
And to make things worse theres a guy i've liked for a LONG time (only a few of you know what guy im talkin about) and i thought i was kinda over him but the more i talk to him the more i like him which isnt good because i do NOT think he feels that way about me and i cried for a LONG time over him and i dont want my feelings for him to come back.
What to do, what to do?
Well better go now ttyl bye guys