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Today we had a moment of silence for LaTrice. It was so sad, I cried. I miss her so much. It's not been easy for me. I'm just having a bad time lately. It's so hard for me without her. No one knows the kind of relationship I had with her. She was just like my sister, she was closer to me than my real sister is now. It's so hard without her here. I wish she was here, I know there's no use in wishing but I miss her so much. Everyone misses her in a different kind of way. But at school, it's like everyone has forgotten her. I want her here. I love her so much.
Plus, all this stuff with JLL is really getting to me. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but he meant the world to me, and still kinda does, in a way, and now it's just gone and there's no way I can get it back. I feel like he has turned his back on me and won't look back. He has forgotten everything that we have together. I just wanna talk to him. I miss him so much. I don't know what to do. It just hurts so bad. Lalala, I can't talk about this anymore. If you read this, please pray for me.
I might be getting a job at Target or Red Lobster. Wish me luck!!
Plus, all this stuff with JLL is really getting to me. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but he meant the world to me, and still kinda does, in a way, and now it's just gone and there's no way I can get it back. I feel like he has turned his back on me and won't look back. He has forgotten everything that we have together. I just wanna talk to him. I miss him so much. I don't know what to do. It just hurts so bad. Lalala, I can't talk about this anymore. If you read this, please pray for me.
I might be getting a job at Target or Red Lobster. Wish me luck!!