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i have not written in a long time. my cast is off but now i have to wear a walking boot and its big and ugly but i can take it off when im at home so thats good and it will be off before spring break so thats even better. i really hope we can start looking for a car soon. i hate being without my car. im so happy my grandy said she would pay for half of my car. that really meant a lot to me.
Happy Birthday to my cousin Tim!!! He's 14 today.
i dont know whats going on wiht j and i. i cant be myself with him anymore and he leaves on monday for IN. and i really wanna see him before he leaves but i jsut dont see how it can work with my mom going to church and everything. i havent seen him in a week, but it feels like an eternity, especially after everything we've been thru this week. i really dont know what to do. im sad but i want him to be happy but OMG I JUST DO NOT KNOW ANYMORE. i dont know what i want either.
i highly doubt i will be able to go to gulf shores for SB with val. i have no money and im going to NYC in the summer and i need to save money for that and i need a new cell phone and a new car and i really dont think i can go. im scared to ask my mom. i really really wanna go but i dont know. i had a dream about brit's new pool last night. it wasn't finished yet and there was all kinds of mud and bugs in it it was half dont and it was just weird.
ok i cant talk about anything else.
Happy Birthday to my cousin Tim!!! He's 14 today.
i dont know whats going on wiht j and i. i cant be myself with him anymore and he leaves on monday for IN. and i really wanna see him before he leaves but i jsut dont see how it can work with my mom going to church and everything. i havent seen him in a week, but it feels like an eternity, especially after everything we've been thru this week. i really dont know what to do. im sad but i want him to be happy but OMG I JUST DO NOT KNOW ANYMORE. i dont know what i want either.
i highly doubt i will be able to go to gulf shores for SB with val. i have no money and im going to NYC in the summer and i need to save money for that and i need a new cell phone and a new car and i really dont think i can go. im scared to ask my mom. i really really wanna go but i dont know. i had a dream about brit's new pool last night. it wasn't finished yet and there was all kinds of mud and bugs in it it was half dont and it was just weird.
ok i cant talk about anything else.