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Dec 16, 2003 10:12

"Take me disappearing through the smoke rings of my mind, the foggy ruins of time"
Each person has some small part of themselves kept hidden and private from others. For some people this is large and for others it is small. It can be large enough to hold an entire world, entertain a few thoughts or may only pop open from time to time.
"It ain't no use to sit and wonder why babe."
This is the way things are, so what's the point in my trying to change them. Surely it will all work out for the best in the end.
Yesterday somebody told me i was the funniest person in the world- i just gave a little smile.
There are many times when i wish things were diffedrent, many times when i imagine things were different in many different ways and sometimes i just wish for a light up ahead to aim for.
Whoever said that the city is more isolating, more anonymous than anywhere else was correct. But then in a way that is desirable. And in a way not. Perhaps it is just the effect of being surrounded by the wrong type of people. I feel older more separate, not because of a year away, but because of me.

Enough of these morning musings.
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