Something Else I Miss

[kyaram]

 I went to IGA with my parents because I need more soy milk. Gosh I love soy milk. The waitress at the restaurant where we had breakfast didn't listen properly and gave me a glass of chocolate milk. Regular milk. It tasted weird. And kind of gross. Any way, I decided to get a thing of chocolate soy milk,... see how that tastes. My mom was shopping

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[g0thic_drag0n]

I had a boyfriend who had great parents that I felt completely at ease with. I miss them...but probably more than I miss him. I actually kinda hate him. But that's not the point.

As far as your relationship being a charade, who are they to judge? When you're on the outside of something, most of the time, you only see what you want to see. Only those directly involved know the truth. So forget about them and don't let them get you down!

[kyaram]

Ha... well I miss both. Ted is great, his parents are great.

And that's why I had to write that rant. It's been getting to me... and god darn it! I mean it! I hear another person so much as tell me to just forget him and move on.... I'm not going to say another word to them again. But you're right. They're not on the inside, they're on the outside. They only see what a. Ted or I tell them, or b. what they want to see.

In the case of his friends, since they did see us when we were happy and completley in love: they only see what they want to see. My friends? Probably a little of both, but mostly they see what I tell them. It's unfortunate, but there ya have it.

[kyaram]

BTW I feel loads better getting that out :)

[g0thic_drag0n]

I know EXACTLY what you mean! Sometimes it just feels good to get it out!

[kyaram]

It sure does. Sometimes I feel worse, but sometimes I feel better, and that was, thankfully, one that made me feel better. I don't even feel guilty for anything I said. Sure, I might have been a bit harsh, but I am really annoyed with some people.