A New Begining so...Day 1
I don't really know what to say...guess I'm sorry for not updating in so long...been busy with stuff...didn't put up any new pics cuz dad reformatted the pc without telling me so they're all gone...we're moving...we have to really...the property our house is on had been abandoned but the owners reappeared and sold it to some guy...he's had a plan to tear the house down and build town houses approved...I won't be anywhere near my real life friends...I don't want to go to college...I have no choice but to go though...my grades are still good somehow despite all the shit I've had to deal with lately...I'm surprised I haven't cut myself or something...cried for a few hours yesterday...I really don't wanna go into that here...it's too painful...pudding and homemade chocolate chip cookies make good comfort food so thanks to David for giving me cookies...they may make me fat but I don't care anymore...at least chocolate keeps me happy for a little while...broke up with my long term bf...he was obsessive and acted like a child...I don't think I'll go back with him anytime soon...I'm fighting off a breakdown right now...seems I do that a lot lately...the only comfort I have is hiding in the arms of my friends...bless them all...I don't know why I'm bothering to put anything in here...guess I just needed to talk for a bit...I'll go now...