Perhaps if you searched by interests on livejournal instead of waiting for people to friend you, you would not have such a short number of livejournal friends. Just like if you went out and experienced the world instead of staying in your house, maybe you would meet "her," or someone else who would make you happy. But instead you hide, hide from god knows what. It is an important thing to spend time alone in silence, but not when you complain about it. There are lots of communities on livejournal with many interests that I am sure coincide with yours. You just have to go out and find them.
I'm not really hiding from people any more. I've been going out every other day, just for the sake of getting out of the house. I've also applied at a couple of locations in the hopes of actually getting an income. I could also use some new shoes, as the ones I have now are giving me blisters, which is something I'd rather not have whenever I decide to go for a walk. I'm also rather hoping that somebody I already know online may be 'the one'. I'm not really too worried about it right now though. Just going with the flow that is my life.
It was nice to hear from you again. I'm sorry, but I haven't really been checking your livejournal lately. I'll have to add it to my daily route. :)
You can't always assume that you already know "the one". I mean, I know it's a nice thought and all, but chances are it's not a reality. I know, because I went through that. I waited around for two years for a guy because in the deepest part of my heart, I thought he was "the one". Sometimes I still wonder what might have happened. But that's not the point. The point is that he wasn't the one, and all I accomplished was wasting two years of my life waiting for this guy who I knew then and I know now that I was never meant to have
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It doesn't really matter that she has taken me off of her buddy list. She has rather disappeared from my life anyways. Most people do eventually. And it's okay that you did your little rant here. If it helps you any, feel free to rant any time you wish. I'm very sorry to hear about your past dilemma. If you would like to ever chat with me on AIM (if you have it), my screenname is terrimac009. You can still keep your identity a secret. I just think it'd be nice to be able to natter with you about various things. :)
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It was nice to hear from you again. I'm sorry, but I haven't really been checking your livejournal lately. I'll have to add it to my daily route. :)
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