Potraits of pain and loved ones loss...

Nov 16, 2003 14:00

Bad me for not updating this thing..

Lately when I look out my window.. I think about all the things I can see.. That no other could.. I can see with my eyes and my heart and see with what I touch and hold.. But when something you crave for the most isn't there... Your gaze turns to black.. And everything fades behind smokey shady outlines against the horizion..

You're in the middle of sand.. Everywhere you turn to is sand.. And you're searching for a crtsyal.. A jewel.. You believe to know where it is but you're afraid to find it, to have all hopes destroyed..

How can you become brave enough to overcome that fear? That fear that can easily shatter our being... Our hearts, our hopes into our future and in others.. Its like Death.. Autum.. Your heart turns to dark, and whithers like a leaf.. Then your heart breaks from your soul and rots on the ground.. Just like a falling leaf..

But what can bring back your Spring? What can truly make your heart regrow and blossom again? Are you too late? Is it done for? Has it become one with the dirt? You can shed your tears, and all your fears if you have nothing to loose.. So why can't you move on, take that next step into the searching for your heart?

Pain..

Pain keeps us remembering past mistakes.. Pain makes us remember that, we're alive.. Pain.. Too much pain... Makes us forget we're living.. That we're alive, until its too late, your life is gone like a candle light. Then we grief even after death for what may have been. Happiness.

No one can "give" you happiness.. Until you give it to yourself first.

The lessons in love..
Love Thy Mother & Father.
Love Thy Neighbor..
Love Thee.

Love yourself. Kiss your cold reflection painted on glass.. Open your arms to your soul and breath in all that may be or could have been. Then take the next step, and jump with love in your heart... For yourself.

T. K. H.
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