Oct 25, 2006 16:42
The summer between senior year and my moving to NYC was the happiest I've been I think.
I've never stopped missing Erica Carder. She has a piece of my heart - and I hope one day to meet with her again. I'm too scared to right now. Until then, I don't think I'll be whole.
I really want affection right now - it's been too long.
I wonder if I'll ever feel that way again - I sure hope it's possible.
I don't think I'll celebrate Halloween this year - which kind of bums me out, as it's my favorite holiday.
I need a nap. But there's no time for that today. Hopefully tomorrow I can rest easy. And do laundry. I need to do laundry.
Oh, Live Journal.