Or just stay with me awhile, Before I fall asleep...I'm having trouble BREATHING since you walked in

Aug 06, 2003 00:05

If you don't wanna listen to my feelings...then don't read on.

This week has been a rollercoaster of emotions. I've come to that point where I really don't care about much of anything. Why should I? Some one always gets up in my face about how I feel towards people or things, or how I choose to handle certain situations. It's my life. Not yours. Please don't act like I'm a little kid and can't make my own decisions. If they turn out bad, it's my fault. I pay the consequences, not you.

And "you" ...why don't you let me talk to you for once? Why don't you let me tell you whats bothering me without interrupting me and turning it all around? I'm pretty sure I'm suppose to be able to talk to you , but you make it so hard. It shouldn't be so hard to get words out....Nothing is worse then having to keep all your feelings, your emotions, your anger etc. etc. inside. It's going to build up eventually....and I think that time is right around the corner.

I don't really know what else I can say right now. I'm glad school starts next week, cause then things will be different. Hopefully.

And thanks to that other somone. For letting me talk to them. And helping me through the horrible situations I get myself into. That's all I'm going to say about that cause I don't want anybody on my case about it anymore. Cause its childish and totally unnecessary....

Childhood song I thought I'd share from my all time favorite movie..."MY GIRL"

"Smile though your heart is aching,
Smile even though it's breaking..
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile through your fears and sorrows
Smile, then maybe tomorrow..
You'll see the sun come shining through
If you ..light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness,
Although a tear may be ever so near...
Thats the time you must keep on trying,
Smile, what's the use in crying?
You'll find that life is still worth while,
If you just smile"

Yeah, its cheesy, but sometimes it helps.

Goodnight.
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