Jan 27, 2003 16:31
i'm almost 18!!!!!
not much more i can do then than right now. i can get tattoos and piercings without my parents. i can buy cigarrettes, lottery tickets, and i can legally vote. i can go to *some* strip clubs, and *some* clubs. i can also buy porn :) but none of that really pertains to me, besides the tattoo and piercing.
so yeah, i've realized how quickly life goes by. how stupid it is to always be mad or to always be hurt. to let others opinions affect you. i've been on this earth for 18 years, and i have nothing to show for it. i'm totally gonna be living my life to the fullest now. it's gonna be great.
talked to john last night. after our arguement we had when he saw me with nick, i thought he would hate me forever *and me him* our fight was so ridiculous. i'm really hoping we can move past this phase *we've been in it forever!!* and we can be good friends. he's a good guy, he just needs to realize that. he has so much he could do, he has so much talent. he's so smart. he just lets other things consume his time. i'm hoping i can point out his good side and he'll come to like the guy that i fell in love with before. everyone would love him then, and maybe he could love.....well, you know
some drama from someone i never thought would give me drama happened today. it isn't fun. sometimes i just wish people would leave people alone. it can be really aggravating.
christi has italian sausage. ahahahahahahahaha
*me too! me too!* haha
anyway.....lol
i'm about to eat meatballs.
who knows what i'm doing today.
.....avoiding a guy that talked to me in the mall.....he like totally wants me, and i really don't want any part of him......
blah. i need so much money. although, i went and got my check sunday before the super bowl that i watched with nick =) *by the way, the Buccaneers rawk!!! I don't really like either team, but the Raiders beat the Titans, and the Titans are my team. That pissed me off. So I'm glad they got stomped on - like Saline playing Milan. hahahahaha :)* and besides that, nick was goin for the raiders, and i wanted the buccaneers. the scoring points was fun :o) lol. it was a VERY NICE night. and my check was worth like 210 dollars. oh yeah!!!!! hehe
k. i'm done babbling now. gonna get going...venture off in to the *cold cold* world of michigan.....wish me luck