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I have officially gotten him to shut the hell up. He just KEPT bringing it up. So I told him off soo well. It felt SO good when I was done he sad NOTHING. Im gonna try and type it word.
Here goes, he walks into the room as im on the computer and stands in the door way.
Dad: Look about what I said earlier, I really think you should take my advice. in the end you'll be so much happier. It is most likely why you dont have a girlfriend, and never have.
Me: Why do you keep bringing this up? Are you trying to make my life worse and make me feel like crap?
Dad: Im not saying that at all but....
Me: Umm, ya you are, your telling me why i dont or have never have had a girlfriend. The bigger problem is that your telling me its because Im fat.
Dad: I didnt say that.
Me: "david, you need to start going to the gym, you can use the exercise." either im completely out of it or that is intended to say im fat. I know im not skinny but im sure as hell not fat.
Dad: Your not...
Me: You didnt even answer me, are you trying to make me feel like crap? Do you want me to cry or something much worse. Thats where its gonna lead.
Dad: What are you saying your going to kill yourself?
Me: No dad, and I never would kill myself, you know why. Because I am happy with my life. Maybe not currently but Im sure as hell not gonna end it because of some girl or the lack there of. Ive never told you this dad. Two years ago my friend killed himself, you didnt know him. but he was a really good friend of mine. I promised myself that after that I wouldnt. But the way you make me feel and the things that you say to me. "Your fat and that why you dont have a girlfriend."
Dad: I didnt say....
Me: Im pretty sure I was talking. The thing you say make me feel like shit, and I think about those things. So you really need to cut it out. Your really starting to piss me of. Okay? So just stop!
He just walked away it was beautiful. It may not sound that good, but when I cut him off and said I think im talking. OHH inside im goin "YESSSS!" Well im off To admire my win. So good.
Here goes, he walks into the room as im on the computer and stands in the door way.
Dad: Look about what I said earlier, I really think you should take my advice. in the end you'll be so much happier. It is most likely why you dont have a girlfriend, and never have.
Me: Why do you keep bringing this up? Are you trying to make my life worse and make me feel like crap?
Dad: Im not saying that at all but....
Me: Umm, ya you are, your telling me why i dont or have never have had a girlfriend. The bigger problem is that your telling me its because Im fat.
Dad: I didnt say that.
Me: "david, you need to start going to the gym, you can use the exercise." either im completely out of it or that is intended to say im fat. I know im not skinny but im sure as hell not fat.
Dad: Your not...
Me: You didnt even answer me, are you trying to make me feel like crap? Do you want me to cry or something much worse. Thats where its gonna lead.
Dad: What are you saying your going to kill yourself?
Me: No dad, and I never would kill myself, you know why. Because I am happy with my life. Maybe not currently but Im sure as hell not gonna end it because of some girl or the lack there of. Ive never told you this dad. Two years ago my friend killed himself, you didnt know him. but he was a really good friend of mine. I promised myself that after that I wouldnt. But the way you make me feel and the things that you say to me. "Your fat and that why you dont have a girlfriend."
Dad: I didnt say....
Me: Im pretty sure I was talking. The thing you say make me feel like shit, and I think about those things. So you really need to cut it out. Your really starting to piss me of. Okay? So just stop!
He just walked away it was beautiful. It may not sound that good, but when I cut him off and said I think im talking. OHH inside im goin "YESSSS!" Well im off To admire my win. So good.