NOT AGAIN
OK my recent strain of great days has come to an end. My feelings twoards alot of my friends have changed. Most for the better, only a few for the worse and one is something that I really dont wanna go through again. Im pretty one of the bad ones is mutual because hes been acting like a dick to me and acting like ive been being a dick to him. Whatever. The one I dont wanna theough again is onei just got over and dont wanna get back into that rut, it was bad enough the first time, the second wont be be any better at all. It was going SO well these past few days too. I was so happy and I was in a good mood around everyone. I wasnt nervous around Lauren, my confidence level was near a 10, I was in love (even though i got turned down). That last one is the only one that hasnt changed i still love "her". SO MUCH! Well i gotta get my mind off this shit. Goodnight, pfft whatever.