UpDate At Last!!
Here is a summary of the later half of my Spring Break.
Wednesday: I didn nothing until around 2:30 when my Dad took me to see Chris and Carlos's new band practice. They're really good. I cant wait to see them when theyre songs develop more.
Thrusday: Carlos ands Stephen slept over at my moms, lots of fun. That morning we went to Jaryds and did shit in the woods. Shit happend. I left and went to my moms. I later met up with Carlos at Steves house where we ate dinner. It was alot of fun.
Friday: Talked to Sam alot. Later in the day I went over to Stephens in whihc from there his Dad took the two of us to Weston to go camping with Mady and her Family. I stayed up burning stuff with Steve and two of her cousins until 4:30.
Saturday: Hung out did shit, fun day.
Sunday: Hung out did shit. Then around 12 we got picked up to go home. I showered as soon as I got home. I spent the rest of the day talking to the girl I like. I believe im over Lauren. Finally, were still friends and all but never the less im better off. So I talked to this other girl. So I was on all day and night, i was chating with Sam, Carlos, Lauren, Jaryd, Eli, Stephen and others.
Tonight: Well I decided to tell this girl who will remain name-less for reason known to Her, Carlos and I. The only reason Carlos knows is because he guessd. So I talked to her and told her that I liked her. It went very well. Here was her answer when I asked her about her feelings twoard me.
~"Well, im going to be completely honest with you, i dont have like.. feeling feelings for you, but i care about you ALOT, i love talking to you, your one of my best friends, we just have this connection because we're like the same person and we understand eachother , and i think thats one of the reasons why you started having feelings toward me, but im going to say the same thing to you that i said to &#@$%, im not the right person to like, we think the same way, but we live two totally different life styles, my life is based around drugs and what not, and i dont know about yours but i know its not drugs, and im just a bitch and your a really nice loving person, i would turn you into shit and you dont want that."~
Its not what I hoped for but its better than I expected. Im so glad it went the way it did. We ended up better friends and nothign is wierd. She doesnt have "feelings feelings" for me but she really cares about and loves me and I couldnt ask for anyhitng more, and she knows that I love her and care for her also. So a little upsetting but great in the end. If you must know who she is IM me, and I'll decide if I can say, because there are reason for not telling certain people.
Tomrrow should be a good day in all.
Wednesday: I didn nothing until around 2:30 when my Dad took me to see Chris and Carlos's new band practice. They're really good. I cant wait to see them when theyre songs develop more.
Thrusday: Carlos ands Stephen slept over at my moms, lots of fun. That morning we went to Jaryds and did shit in the woods. Shit happend. I left and went to my moms. I later met up with Carlos at Steves house where we ate dinner. It was alot of fun.
Friday: Talked to Sam alot. Later in the day I went over to Stephens in whihc from there his Dad took the two of us to Weston to go camping with Mady and her Family. I stayed up burning stuff with Steve and two of her cousins until 4:30.
Saturday: Hung out did shit, fun day.
Sunday: Hung out did shit. Then around 12 we got picked up to go home. I showered as soon as I got home. I spent the rest of the day talking to the girl I like. I believe im over Lauren. Finally, were still friends and all but never the less im better off. So I talked to this other girl. So I was on all day and night, i was chating with Sam, Carlos, Lauren, Jaryd, Eli, Stephen and others.
Tonight: Well I decided to tell this girl who will remain name-less for reason known to Her, Carlos and I. The only reason Carlos knows is because he guessd. So I talked to her and told her that I liked her. It went very well. Here was her answer when I asked her about her feelings twoard me.
~"Well, im going to be completely honest with you, i dont have like.. feeling feelings for you, but i care about you ALOT, i love talking to you, your one of my best friends, we just have this connection because we're like the same person and we understand eachother , and i think thats one of the reasons why you started having feelings toward me, but im going to say the same thing to you that i said to &#@$%, im not the right person to like, we think the same way, but we live two totally different life styles, my life is based around drugs and what not, and i dont know about yours but i know its not drugs, and im just a bitch and your a really nice loving person, i would turn you into shit and you dont want that."~
Its not what I hoped for but its better than I expected. Im so glad it went the way it did. We ended up better friends and nothign is wierd. She doesnt have "feelings feelings" for me but she really cares about and loves me and I couldnt ask for anyhitng more, and she knows that I love her and care for her also. So a little upsetting but great in the end. If you must know who she is IM me, and I'll decide if I can say, because there are reason for not telling certain people.
Tomrrow should be a good day in all.