Accidental Coincidence {Chapter 2}
Title: Accidental Coincidence
Pairing: Hyukhae, Kyuhyuk
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: Owns only story.
Summary: With the right person at the right place, even your wildest dreams can come true. Even before you can finish spelling H-Y-U-K-H-A-E. And yes, even if you’re a fan and he’s your idol.
AN: SPOT FOR seven10ninty, manaka0907, chiyo_87!! & this is unbeta-ed again. btw this is 5361 words long. i figured i owe you guys this much after such a delay ;D enjoy!!
OH OH THERES KYUHYUK IN THIS. LEAVES DONGHAE HEARTBROKEN 8D
Chapter 2:
Eunhyuk played with his fingers as he waited for the second hand on his watch to move that last 15 beats to 6pm. He was here long ago actually, a great 50 minutes earlier. It’s totally not because of Donghae, he shakes his head, and the door to the rooftop opens. He feels himself stiffen obviously at the sound, and tried his best to look casual and not as crapped up as he really felt inside. He perks his ears(unconscious motion) and hears the shuffling of feet behind him. Then a tap landed on his shoulders. Eunhyuk bit his lips and gulped, eyes suddenly terribly focused on the sunset in front of him. The tap persisted, but Eunhyuk insisted on thinking that the view in front of him was much more interesting than whatever was tapping him.(so not true!) Then, as if the other was annoyed, the tap turned into a full strength shove that sent Eunhyuk flying off the wheelchair and right smack kissing the ground. He shot up, glared darkly at Kyuhyun, who at this point of time was crouching low laughing his tears out, but no sign of Donghae. Kyuhyun stopped immediately when he saw Eunhyuk’s dark expressions, and chuckled. “That excited huh?”
Eunhyuk knew he was turning three shades of red. “What? NO. Of course not.”
“Don’t worry. He’s coming up soon yeah? Needs to pee badly. Weak bladder.”
“Uh huh.” Eunhyuk nodded absentmindedly while he climbed back to his wheelchair(after goddamn much difficulty), and stared straight in front, noticing the other slip next to him on the bench. The two stayed silent, but Eunhyuk could feel the other’s stare on him, almost wearing a hole through him. He shifted, but the intent gaze didn’t. Finally he gave up and sighed.
“What do you want?”
“You look so cute annoyed.”
“I’m not. Take that back before I make your mother devastated for not having grandsons.”
“You are going to aim at my jewel?” Kyuhyun stared down at his crotch, eyebrows furrowing, and Eunhyuk could see him shudder that tad bit.
“Right, wrong choice. It’s so tiny the odds are 50000:1.”
Kyuhyun shot up from his seat and started tickling Eunhyuk, who on his wheelchair, could do nothing much other than giggle and choke out “No no, I’m wrong. No stop that!” They were at the climax, where Kyuhyun was about to do a killer jab right at Eunhyuk’s sides, when they heard a cough.
“Am I interrupting?”
It was totally epic when both of them froze, stared at each other, then at their position, before Eunhyuk flipped around on his wheelchair, and exclaimed NO! right at the top of his voice. Eunhyuk flushed when he saw Donghae cringe a little at the volume, then break into a small smile, eyebrows lifting in amusement.
“Hey there.” Kyuhyun moved around the wheelchair to support Donghae to the bench where he was previously sitting, and Eunhyuk panicked at the close proximity he was going to be with Donghae, who was conscious and even more awesome-looking this time. He heard Donghae sigh and pat Kyuhyun’s arm.
“I’ve fully recovered. I don’t need any support. I can walk on my own.”
“Wouldn’t wanna risk that.” Kyuhyun knit his eyebrows while staring at Donghae, which didn’t go unnoticed by Eunhyuk.
“So I presume this is Eunhyuk?” Donghae turned his attention towards the wheelchair bound guy, who immediately tensed up and started feeling energy seep out of his body at the mention of his name. Kyuhyun merely nodded, and went over to push Eunhyuk closer.
“Eunhyuk, speak.” Kyuhyun nudged the said man on the shoulder when the other kept his stare on Donghae.
“Umm.. hi.” And Eunhyuk wanted to die on the spot for being such a natural embarrassment.
Donghae laughed, and Eunhyuk wanted to die, but thank god Kyuhyun was there, and the three kept on their conversation for a good two hours, before Kyuhyun decided that he had another schedule to go to, and by the time Eunhyuk was in bed enjoying the memories of them on the rooftop, he had both Donghae and Kyuhyun’s numbers in his phone. Lucky bastard.
~//~
It was a total coincidence, when Eunhyuk heard that the hospital raised their banning Jinki away from the hospital, and he met Donghae at the rooftop, standing near the rose bushes, hands on the railings. He limped weakly towards the star(he could walk by now.), and watched as he turned around, face breaking into a smile when he saw Eunhyuk.
“Hey what’s up?” Donghae went forward to support Eunhyuk, who immediately flushed when he felt Donghae’s grip on his arms, and pulled him gently towards the bench.
“Nothing much. Where’s Kyuhyun?” Eunhyuk patted himself on the back for managing that sentence without idiotic noises.
Donghae’s eyebrows furrowed. “He’s away in Singapore I guess. Promotions. You that close to him?”
Eunhyuk nodded without much thinking. It was ironic, how Eunhyuk was able to bond with Kyuhyun after a few days, considering the fact that Kyuhyun was a megastar and he was a well, average Joe. “He’s really nice.”
“Hey. I’m not having activities for the next two weeks. You know, for my health.” Donghae winked, smiling at the fact that he finally could have a break. “Let’s hang out. You’re a cool friend.”
Eunhyuk choked on his own spit. “What?” But really, whatever Donghae was speaking, he no longer processed, because all he could think of now, was hang out and friend. Donghae shook him gently, and cocked an eyebrow.
“Oh right. Yeah let’s. But how do we do this without letting people find out?”
“We’ll get out of here.”
“Where?”
Donghae waved his hands around him. “Here. Seoul. We’ll go somewhere where nobody knows me.”
Eunhyuk blinked, then moved his finger between the two of them. “The two of us? No way! Your agency’s going to find out.”
“I’m not planning on telling them who I go with.”
“Then your manager’s gonna wanna tag along.”
“Not when I say Kyuhyun’s going.”
Eunhyuk stopped. What was he being such a pussy about? It is Lee Donghae asking him out for a trip and treating him like a friend. “Kyuhyun’s going?”
Donghae sighed. “You really like sticking with him huh? Well the only way I can get away from my manager is dragging Kyuhyun along. Apparently they deem Kyuhyun as safe, like my bodyguard. And I’m discharged tomorrow. The hospital kept me long enough for them to survive another decade with my hospital bill, so they’re letting me go.”
Eunhyuk chuckled at this. “Well I don’t know when I’m going to recover though. No news about letting me off the hook.”
“We’ll see about that.”
Donghae’s eyes glimmered with something Eunhyuk concluded was a plan, and he knew better than to keep his mouth shut.
~//~
As Eunhyuk planted his ass on the private jet of Kyuhyun’s agency, he couldn’t believe the situation he was in. It had been a good one week since he first knew Donghae, and now he’s on a trip with him and Kyuhyun, to Bali, with no Hyoyeon(“AWW DAMN IT I CAN’T GO HYUK! MY POLE-STUCK-IN-HIS-ASS BOSS WON’T LET ME TAKE LEAVE!”) and no annoying managers. Just the three of them, for a whole 5 days. He didn’t know how Kyuhyun managed to get a break of 5 days, or how his agency had managed to let him leave the country without his manager tagging along. Whatever it was, he was not going to question him. He leaned back further into his seat, and felt himself instantly relax at the feel of soft linen under him. Before he knew it, he was drifting off to sleep, not noticing how Kyuhyun was staring at Donghae, who was staring at that pool of drool gathered on the blanket under Eunhyuk.
~//~
As soon as they reached the resort they were staying in, Eunhyuk couldn’t help but let the inner kid in him out. His eyes widened at the actual size of the goddamn resort(it was hella big, not kidding) and he couldn’t find the courtesy to shut his mouth that was hanging open.
“This is way too cool.”
Kyuhyun only lifted his head even higher, sticking his chest even way out than before, proud that his reservation at least impressed someone. Donghae only looked slightly interested, yawning and heading straight to his room.
~//~
The next few days were paradise to Eunhyuk. He got a whole darn island to himself, and two handsome stars for company. Kyuhyun, especially, was so nice to him, that actually saying nice is an understatement. He was practically treating him like god, and Donghae actually was really friendly too. Eunhyuk remembered how his heart swelled when Donghae would help him take dishes during dinner on the first night, how his heart swelled even more when Donghae would unconsciously hit his thigh while laughing so hard at Kyuhyun’s jokes, how his heart almost malfunctioned when Donghae went to his room last night just to give him a good night’s hug and smiled at him like he was the only thing Donghae could see at the moment, and how his heart dropped right to the bottom when Donghae was called back to Seoul on the 4th day on Bali, to settle some issues with his upcoming album preparations. He had wanted to head back too, but Kyuhyun pulled him back and told him to stay since it’s just one more night, and that they could go on and enjoy themselves for the last night before Kyuhyun had to go back to his hell hole to work. Donghae waved bye and climbed up the private jet, and it was when the plane was halfway in the air when Eunhyuk realised just how disappointed he felt. He felt bad towards Kyuhyun, as he probably was really boring to be with, because when Kyuhyun pulled him to the beach to watch the sunset, he only stared high up in the air. When Kyuhyun called him to the restaurant for dinner, all he did was poke at his food and stir his soup. When Kyuhyun brought him to the massage parlour to relax at night, he only agreed reluctantly and remained lifeless as the masseur worked his way to relief Eunhyuk of his muscle aches. But it wasn’t until Kyuhyun went stomping into his room later that night that he realised that maybe the other was sick of his lifeless antics too.
“Umm… Kyuhyun? Why didn’t you knock?”
“Why didn’t you act like you have a life?”
Eunhyuk could see that Kyuhyun was pissed off, and he couldn’t blame him either. “I’m sorry, I just… I’m kind of tired.”
Kyuhyun raised an eyebrow. “Oh? Only after Donghae left though? Previously you were literally bouncing around the whole island.”
The anger in Kyuhyun’s voice was so intense it almost left a mark on Eunhyuk’s mind. Eunhyuk decided to keep silent and opted to bow his head low instead. He knew he was in the wrong, so there was no point in defending himself. He heard Kyuhyun sigh, before he felt his presence beside him on the bed.
“Hey look,” Kyuhyun placed his thumb and index finger on his nose bridge and pressed hard. “I’m not angry or anything alright? I just…”
Eunhyuk looked up when Kyuhyun trailed off, and he could see worry and nerves creeping up Kyuhyun’s face. “You what?”
“I… I mean, umm… I guess I’m just kind of jealous?”
Eunhyuk furrowed his eyebrows and looked as the other man fumble with his fingers. “I just… I don’t get it.”
“Don’t get what?” It was the first time Eunhyuk saw the other so insecure and uptight. Hell, he could almost see the sweat forming on the other’s brow.
Kyuhyun took in a deep breath and shut his eyes. “I just don’t get why you can get so concerned with matters regarding Donghae. I can see how you react to his little touches and words and actions, and when I do the same thing to you, I just don’t get the same excited or embarrassed reaction. I know, you probably liked Donghae a lot more than me, but I thought that was as a fan. I had to admit, I was so amused when I first saw you at the studio. But as I get to know you, I found out you were really cute at times and it seems you have no motive in whatever you do. You don’t seem to have any worries at all too. That’s why I tried really hard to approach you as a friend, and perhaps you might find me interesting or nice. And I thought I could fulfil your wish as a fan to see Donghae, and then you might find me sincerely nice to you and… but then…” Kyuhyun could feel himself shaking now, but with what, he wasn’t sure. He wasn’t exactly angry, although he wouldn’t say he’s perfectly calm too. But all these verbal diarrhoea, he was afraid he might scare away a friend, a friend that he loved. He opened his eyes timidly to see Eunhyuk still staring at him, expression unreadable, and his mouth was open, just that little bit. He sighed, and ruffled his hair in frustration, before he got up and headed for the door. Before he turned the door knob, he turned to find Eunhyuk staring back at him, still with that unreadable expression-still in shock- and sighed again.
“You probably aren’t going to find out how I feel afterall. I just don’t like being so direct with my feelings.” He mumbled before he opened the door and closed it silently. He was halfway through the doorway when he heard the door open, and he sucked in a breath when he heard footsteps behind him. He felt the unmistakable presence of Eunhyuk behind him, and he could catch a waft of Herbal Essence shampoo drifting down the hallway.
“Kyuhyun?” Eunhyuk voiced out timidly.
Kyuhyun whipped around, heart carrying that little hope, and gave a small smile. “Yeah?”
“Did you just say you were jealous?”
OH MY GOD. Was that the only thing he caught throughout his whole blabber? “Yes I did.” Kyuhyun decided to be patient.
“But why?” Eunhyuk scratched his head unconsciously, deep in thought, eyebrows knitting.
“Because I like you, Eunhyuk. Not as a friend like you see me as, but as a man.” There, it was out.
“What?! You’re gay?”
Kyuhyun breathed in deeply before taking small steps towards the other. “Yes I am. But you were the first guy that made me feel this way. Well, I guess I didn’t really realise it until I met you. You give me this special feeling whenever you come close to me, and well, I guess I shouldn’t lash on you or anything just because I was frustrated. You obviously didn’t know why I was so fucked, and yeah, we’ll just forget about this. Just promise you won’t go and expose my sexuality to the paparazzi.” Kyuhyun gave a humourless chuckle before ruffling Eunhyuk’s hair. Eunhyuk looked up into Kyuhyun’s eyes, and the singer could see deep confusion swirling deep inside his orbs.
“I…”
“Unless you’re saying you like me too, then don’t speak. I don’t wanna hear about rejection on my first confession. To a guy nonetheless.”
“I’m your… your first confession?”
“Why are you so surprised? I mean like, yeah well there were many other people confessing to me, but me confessing? You’re the first.” Kyuhyun shrugged.
Eunhyuk didn’t know what was happening to him the next moment, but he found himself moving towards Kyuhyun and hugging him tight, his hands tight around the other’s waist. He felt Kyuhyun stiffen a moment, before relaxing and placing his arms around Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk was guessing maybe the way Kyuhyun looked at him, that look in his eyes that told him that Kyuhyun tried to act nonchalant, but was really scared inside. Or maybe he was Kyuhyun’s first confession. Or maybe it was the depression that dragged on from Donghae’s departure. Perhaps it was all of them, perhaps it was himself. But whatever it was, he didn’t find himself rejecting when Kyuhyun leaned down to kiss him on his lips, and he was actually surprised that he sort of enjoyed the taste of peppermint in the other’s mouth.
~//~
Before Eunhyuk could regret it, he was back in Seoul, as Kyuhyun’s boyfriend. But of course they were subtle about it, considering how much risk they were putting Eunhyuk’s life on the line. Kyuhyun didn’t want to pull a Jonghyun, he shuddered as he thought about how the anti-fancafes sky-rocketed within that few hours. He had other people send Eunhyuk back home, but not before he kissed him goodbye in the jet, and then smsed him the next minute to see what he was doing.
From: Kyuhyun <3
To: Eunhyuk <3
HEY HEY BABY WHATCHA DOING? 8D
From: Eunhyuk <3
To: Kyuhyun <3
Nothing much? Just slacking around.
From: Kyuhyun <3
To: Eunhyuk <3
Oh? Hey I’ve a recording to do. See you after that? Love you.
From: Eunhyuk <3
To: Kyuhyun <3
Well don’t let me distract you then. Go on and enjoy yourself.
Eunhyuk was actually deciding whether to reciprocate Kyuhyun’s “Love you”, but decided against it. He still didn’t know if he really loved Kyuhyun, but he couldn’t deny how nice it felt to be in Kyuhyun’s arms. He had always thought he loved Donghae, but he wasn’t really sure how to explain his feelings towards Kyuhyun then. Was it really love, or was it just a misunderstanding of his friendship towards the other? He felt really bad towards Donghae, but for what he had no idea about. It wasn’t like Donghae was his boyfriend to start with. Hell, why did he feel like such a slut now? He sighed as he picked up his phone for a new message again.
From: Donghae
To: Eunhyuk
What’s your home address?
From: Eunhyuk
To: Donghae
Why do you wanna know? Don’t you have a recording to go to?
From: Donghae
To: Eunhyuk
No I don’t, since when?
From: Eunhyuk
To: Donghae
Since you told me 3 minutes ago.
From: Donghae
To: Eunhyuk
Then that must be Kyuhyun, cause I’m still on sick leave.
Eunhyuk stared hard at the message. AWW FUCK IT. He had thought Donghae was Kyuhyun. Why the hell didn’t he check the sender, and why did he assume that it was from Kyuhyun? And why was he feeling so flustered now? He felt as if he betrayed Donghae, but for nuts. He must had been spending too much time wondering about his feelings, because Donghae called. Him. On. His. Phone.
“Hello?”
“Why are you so panicky? And you never got to tell me your home address. I’m bored, and I wanna go to your house. I’ll disguise, no worries, so they won’t know me.”
“Umm…” And just like this, Eunhyuk found himself blabbering his home address for Donghae.
~//~
Eunhyuk couldn’t cope with the fact that Donghae really did appear in front of his door, and is now slouching in his couch watching TV programmes.
“Eunhyuk, there’s nothing to watch though. Can we do something else?”
“Like what?”
“Asking questions and getting to know each other better.”
Eunhyuk had to pinch himself to make him believe that Donghae, the top and rising singer in the music industry who is well-adorned by millions, just came to his house to ask questions about himself.
“Fine. You can start.”
Donghae clapped his hands in excitement and slipped himself onto the floor to join Eunhyuk. “Perfect! What did you and Kyuhyun do after I left?”
Oh damn. Eunhyuk really didn’t want that question, because he was not going to tell the truth, and he was a bad liar. “Umm… nothing much. Just dinner and spa and massage and stuff.”
“Uh huh. Sounds boring. We’ve been doing that for the first few days.” Thankfully, Donghae didn’t seem to take notice of how Eunhyuk’s eyes were darting around, and how his face became three shades of red. “Your turn.”
“Umm… did you have any girlfriends before?” Eunhyuk couldn’t stop himself from asking that question. His heart had been burning with curiosity since the first time Donghae became his idol.
Donghae nodded, quite readily, if you asked Eunhyuk. “Yup, two. They were quite nice actually, but then the last one broke up with me cause I was so busy as a trainee.”
“Oh.” Eunhyuk couldn’t help the disappointment in his heart, but why he was so disappointed was beyond him. Maybe he had hoped that Donghae would say he was gay, like him and Kyuhyun, instead.
“My turn! Are you gay?” Could he read Eunhyuk’s mind?
“Umm… why do you ask?”
“You haven’t answered me!”
“This is too personal!”
“I’ll take that as a yes then. Since Kyuhyun always answered me with a straight no everytime I asked him that question.”
“You asked Kyuhyun that question?”
“Yeah, quite a lot of times if you ask me. I like to see him pissed off.”
“When did you last ask him?”
“Umm… two weeks ago maybe? Before we met you, anyway.” Eunhyuk couldn’t help but feel honoured that he could really make Kyuhyun turn gay for him within this short period of time.
“Oh, umm… is it my turn now?”
“No, cause you asked me the last question, so I’m asking you now.”
“Okay.”
“Hey, is it okay if I try something really important on you to confirm something really important about me?”
It took Eunhyuk a while to process what Donghae said before nodding tentatively. He watched Donghae fidget about in his position and saw him gulp down his nerves. He felt his heart dying from overexerting when Donghae inched closer and closer towards him. He watched Donghae hesitate for a moment when his face was just centimetres apart from his own, and he could totally smell the other’s shampoo. Donghae smelled like apple wood with a hint of lemon, and he gently placed a hand on Donghae’s arms-an attempt to push the other away.
“Wha… what are you doing?”
Donghae smiled before closing the gap between them, and Eunhyuk let off a small squeak of surprise when he felt Donghae’s tongue run over his lower lips. The other pulled back, and looked at Eunhyuk’s shocked form with a smirk.
“This.” And then he closed in again, and nibbled on Eunhyuk’s lower lips, using the moment of Eunhyuk opening his mouth to slip his tongue in. Eunhyuk tasted like what he expected, marshmallows and vanilla, all sweet and addictive. He heard himself groan when their tongues met, and he placed a hand behind Eunhyuk’s head to push him closer towards himself. Eunhyuk unconsciously placed a hand on Donghae’s thigh, and that encouraged Donghae to be even bolder with his actions. He explored Eunhyuk’s mouth with his tongue, and their lips molded together perfectly. He slid his hand down Eunhyuk’s spine, finger running over each bump until he reached the hem of Eunhyuk’s shirt. He made an action to pull Eunhyuk’s shirt up, and was surprised when Eunhyuk gave out a moan, all too sexy and seductive. He felt the last of his self-control fly out of the window when he pulled off the offensive piece of clothing in one swift motion, and found his fingers busy unbuttoning the other’s pants. As he pulled down the other’s jeans, he felt his own member twitch when he realised how aroused he made the other feel. He smirked before kissing Eunhyuk the last time, and pulled Eunhyuk up to sit on his couch as he placed himself between the other’s knees. He could see fear creeping up Eunhyuk’s face, and he smiled before stroking the other’s thigh.
“We can stop if you don’t want to.”
“Do you wanna stop?”
“No.” And the next moment, Eunhyuk pushed Donghae’s head closer to his arousal, and he moaned when he felt the other’s hot breath on his length.
“Then don’t.”
Donghae didn’t wait any longer before he opened his mouth to take Eunhyuk in him, and he felt the other jerk in surprise at the sudden closure on his own member.
“Gosh… Donghae, that was… was…”
Donghae hummed as he listened to the other’s pants, and was so pleased with himself when he heard the other grunt in pleasure. He began moving his head in the rhythm of Eunhyuk’s moans, and could feel the other’s member swell more and more in his mouth. And with a final jerk, Eunhyuk came into his mouth, which caused Donghae to suck hard, making sure he left the other man in pleasure. While Eunhyuk was lying, breathing heavy on the couch, Donghae sucked his own fingers before pushing one into Eunhyuk without warning. Eunhyuk yelped in shock, then relaxed when he felt the finger move in him. Hell, who thought idol singers were this hyped up?
He sucked in a breath when he felt Donghae enter another finger into him, and when Donghae pulled out, Eunhyuk prepared himself as Donghae climbed onto the couch, hovering over him.
“You ready, baby?” Donghae whispered into his ears, voice so low it made Eunhyuk want to come right there. When Eunhyuk nodded his head, Donghae chuckled and licked his earlobe before positioning himself. And the next moment Eunhyuk was practically seeing stars as Donghae pushed into him so hard he was sure he would not be able to walk tomorrow, well at least not for a week, he concluded. And with each thrust Eunhyuk could feel his own member twitching to life again, and he could feel the pulse throbbing in his member. Finally, Donghae jerked forward and came into Eunhyuk while collapsing on top of him, and within seconds, Eunhyuk found himself spilling his own liquid again, for the second time. As Donghae pulled out of him, both of them were panting and breathing heavily.
“Wow, that was… mind blowing.” Donghae said while tracing lazy patterns on Eunhyuk’s ass.
Eunhyuk was too busy catching his breath and taking in what happened when his phone went off. He wiggled Donghae off him and climbed towards the coffee table. He flipped his phone only to find Kyuhyun’s name staring back at him pointedly on the screen. It was only then he felt the heavy guilt settle inside his stomach and make him queasy. He dared himself to check the message.
From: Kyuhyun
To: Eunhyuk
BABY!! I’m done with my recording, but now I’ve got to go to practice. I probably won’t be able to see you today at all, but I will phone you during breaks and before I sleep alright? Much love!
Eunhyuk squeezed his eyes shut and felt even more nauseated. He had just two-timed Kyuhyun didn’t he? And what gave him the right to? He was just a nobody, why the fuck can he trample over Kyuhyun’s heart like that?
“Eunhyuk? Who’s that?”
As he heard Donghae’s soft voice travel across the room, he felt his heart clench. Damn right he needed to die. Kyuhyun didn’t deserve this, neither did Donghae. He had just played with two megastars of the decade, he wondered when he will report to hell.
“Eunhyuk?”
“Can you leave?”
He turned around in time to see confusion on Donghae’s face before realisation sinks in.
“You mean you want me to get out now? After all this?”
Eunhyuk sucked in a deep breath as he felt a mega migraine creeping into his head.
“Yes I’m sorry. I need some time to… please leave?”
Donghae couldn’t hide the pain and heartbreak creeping up his face before he rose to his feet to pick up his own clothings.
“Well if you could give me some time, can I borrow the bathroom?” Donghae’s voice was so cold all of a sudden it scared Eunhyuk.
“It’s that way…” Eunhyuk’s voice was so soft, he decided to point with his fingers instead.
When Donghae disappeared into the bathroom, Eunhyuk looked into the mirror on his table. His hair was dishevelled and his lips were bright red. He was still naked, and he scrambled to get dressed. Once done, he settled in front of the mirror again, and he really wanted to spit at his own reflection for not being able to control himself. He had just been a whore didn’t he? He stiffened when he heard the bathroom door open, and looked up to see Donghae’s hair all tidy again, just that his clothes were messy and crumpled. Donghae picked up his cell phone on the table beside Eunhyuk’s, when all of a sudden Eunhyuk’s phone started to ring. He looked over at the screen as painful reality began to hit him, hard and unforgiving. He looked over at Eunhyuk, who didn’t seem aware of his phone, and instead was staring hard at the floor.
“Kyuhyun’s calling. You better not make the heart beside him disappear, cause he might get angry when you have too many missed calls.” And he was out of the house.
Once he made sure he got to the staircase without being followed, he let himself slide down the wall as he feel energy seep out of his body. He would never have expected Kyuhyun and Eunhyuk to be together this fast, and if he had known, he would never have sex with Eunhyuk. He didn’t understand why Eunhyuk didn’t stop him when apparently, he was appearing so desperate, like a whore, wanting Eunhyuk, and all the time Eunhyuk was taken. He must have looked like an idiot back there, he realised while letting tears flow down his face. He had never felt so heartbroken before, not even when he broke up with his past girlfriends. Why hadn’t Eunhyuk turned him away? As he recalled, he remembered Eunhyuk did, but he was too desperate to care. Donghae screamed into his shirt in frustration as he regretted his actions. He smashed his fist against the wall, and felt a sudden sting at his hand. There was no blood, but he could feel a bruise coming up. He cried somemore over the loss of his chance with Eunhyuk, over how he had betrayed his best friend by having sex with his boyfriend, over how he could feel the friendship between them shatter hard into broken shards of memories piercing at his heart, and over how he had been the one to cause this to happen. He hadn’t known when he fell for Eunhyuk, maybe it was love at first sight, maybe when he saw how Eunhyuk drooled while asleep, maybe when jealousy boiled deep down inside when he saw how close Eunhyuk and Kyuhyun was. He blamed his own heart for falling hard for the boy he knew less than two weeks, he blamed his mind for not working earlier on, he blamed Eunhyuk for creating such a tragedy to his heart, and he blamed God for making him meet Eunhyuk. He could hardly feel time pass as he was picking up the remains of his heart, and when he looked at his watch, it had been a good three hours. His tears were dry by now, but his heart only hurt more. He grabbed his chest, fisting the shirt in his palms, as he banged his head against the wall, willing the image of Eunhyuk away from his mind. When he finally realised that he couldn’t do that, and that Eunhyuk’s smile was etched deep deep inside his mind, he let go of his shirt and picked himself off the ground, brushing dust off himself as he wiped furiously at his swollen eyes. He pulled the hoodie of his shirt up and wore the mask back on his face. He sighed as he realised that he couldn’t even show how heartbroken he was to the public even if his heart was really just a useless piece of bloody mess now, beating lifelessly only to cause more blood to flow, and he walked down the stairs, head hung low as a cold breeze of air hit his body, causing his heart to hurt even more, if possible.
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