Quick Life-Update
After my birthday I got a head-cold, which I valiantly ignored until Friday morning ... at which point I opted not to go into work so that I could sleep it off. I woke up Friday evening for about 5hrs for my stepfather's MMA fight (totally awesome, every minute was perfection - not just being able to see my family, but also: hot guys. omg hot guys everywhere. AND! I actually, legitimately enjoy me some MMA-style fighting. It makes me happy) ... then crashed ... woke up to podcast ... then crashed. And then was awake for about 5hrs last night and felt pretty okay with the world.
Until the CCB decided to message me that "I think we should stop what we've been doing and just be friends"
My heart is not exactly broken, per say - but I am pretty tired of people having conversations about me in their own heads, making decisions, and then my life ends up changing. (There were really cute things to say about us hanging out on Wednesday that are now null and void .... ) Oh well.
And then I had a weird sick-dream that I was in LOST and there was something about saving children and Bill from Kill Bill was there and also Fred (AtS) - and then someone sang a song about Fred being so sad and I cried. Also at the time CCB was txting me poetry about why we can't be together and I think I was enlisted to seduce someone... It was all very unorganized.
Basically I've been getting so much sleep, my dreams are going to strange, strange places.
In other news:
marypantz has a perfect fiance and therefore my mobster-fic has a second chapter (possibly) inspired by his recent Damon/girly-pj's comment. As soon as I'm healthy enough to hold my head up for longer than 20min.
I may also be working on a 2Wooggyu/Woohyun-gender-swap piece of schmoop (Because Spuffy/Dawn domestic!fic is my schmoop of choice - - - but 2Wooggyu is quickly becoming a second runner-up) ... which has laid fallow for several days, but after this past couple of weeks - I think the schmoop is going to be very therapeutic. We hope.
I didn't end up submitting apps to work on campus - but I still think I'm going to quit my State job ... and it has been suggested to me that I may need a break/going into TEASL right after finishing my thesis is a bad idea. Which I pretty much agreed with - AM EXHAUSTED. Life is not giving me a break. NaNo-Thesis is not really working out - so here's hoping that I even write a thesis at some point.
Too tired.
I'm thinking of starting a Tumblr for my LOST-podcast, because I never, ever, ever use the damn Twitter (I hate, I loathe, I despise the twitter... it bugs me) ... so that will be a project come SeasonThree :)
I read an interview re: tVD and Elena .... for the record: Elena being a "messy" eater PLEASES ME TO NO END, DO NOT MAKE IT STOP - DAMON AND I AND HALF OF MY FLIST WILL PROTEST ELENA/BLOOD FOR THE WIN ... Also. Elena isn't "whiny" ... Buffy wasn't "whiny" either - for the record. Just a thing that bothers me.
Also - Julie Plec, I love you. Keep on, keeping on. Sorry your fans are psychotic.
No really, on the Nerdist (Writer's Panel) podcast Plec said she got a Twitter-message or whatever on MOTHER'S DAY from a fan that basically said "I hope your mother regrets having you, you are evil because you killed Aunt Jenna." THESE ARE HER FANS, PEOPLE. Let's shower this woman with love because she CARES enough about her fans that this killed her dead. She follows the tweets, she involves herself in her fans, and she also deals with a writing room every day. FUCKING HERO-WORSHIP IS ME.
I don't even care.
I'm going out for Ramen with my knitting-buddy and her husband today to (a) mourn sexy-times with the CCB that now are extinct and (b) wallow in my sickness .... after which I'm seriously considering watching myself a Kdrama - for the first time since I moved! I'm thinking either Faith - which stars my husband Lee Min Ho ... or! Begin Yoon Eun Hye's new drama. Because she's my wife. And I just want pleasure-drama. Also - DramaFever is legit worried that I died or something (such a compassionate website) and to provoke me, keeps sending me updates about Eun Hye's new drama... It's a thing that happens.
I've been so sick that I objectively know last week's tVD was EVERYTHING we've all been waiting for - and I know that I enjoyed every moment and loved all the meta I've been seeing cropping up on my flist... but my sleep-addled mind only has one thought: FUCK A TYLER. Because I come from an ~abusive home and that glass-throwing incident? Warning sign number one - I didn't like it. It made me grouchy. I've never really gotten over Ty's AR of Vicki in the woods in EPISODE ONE .... so I just really don't like him throwing things at my bb -- CAREBEAR IS A BABY VAMPIRE WHO LOVES ANOTHER BABY VAMPIRE SO DON'T THROW THINGS AT HER, KK?
I feel like I should be commenting/replying to comments ... but I'm slightly delirious with cold.
Love you all!!!
Until the CCB decided to message me that "I think we should stop what we've been doing and just be friends"
My heart is not exactly broken, per say - but I am pretty tired of people having conversations about me in their own heads, making decisions, and then my life ends up changing. (There were really cute things to say about us hanging out on Wednesday that are now null and void .... ) Oh well.
And then I had a weird sick-dream that I was in LOST and there was something about saving children and Bill from Kill Bill was there and also Fred (AtS) - and then someone sang a song about Fred being so sad and I cried. Also at the time CCB was txting me poetry about why we can't be together and I think I was enlisted to seduce someone... It was all very unorganized.
Basically I've been getting so much sleep, my dreams are going to strange, strange places.
In other news:
marypantz has a perfect fiance and therefore my mobster-fic has a second chapter (possibly) inspired by his recent Damon/girly-pj's comment. As soon as I'm healthy enough to hold my head up for longer than 20min.
I may also be working on a 2Wooggyu/Woohyun-gender-swap piece of schmoop (Because Spuffy/Dawn domestic!fic is my schmoop of choice - - - but 2Wooggyu is quickly becoming a second runner-up) ... which has laid fallow for several days, but after this past couple of weeks - I think the schmoop is going to be very therapeutic. We hope.
I didn't end up submitting apps to work on campus - but I still think I'm going to quit my State job ... and it has been suggested to me that I may need a break/going into TEASL right after finishing my thesis is a bad idea. Which I pretty much agreed with - AM EXHAUSTED. Life is not giving me a break. NaNo-Thesis is not really working out - so here's hoping that I even write a thesis at some point.
Too tired.
I'm thinking of starting a Tumblr for my LOST-podcast, because I never, ever, ever use the damn Twitter (I hate, I loathe, I despise the twitter... it bugs me) ... so that will be a project come SeasonThree :)
I read an interview re: tVD and Elena .... for the record: Elena being a "messy" eater PLEASES ME TO NO END, DO NOT MAKE IT STOP - DAMON AND I AND HALF OF MY FLIST WILL PROTEST ELENA/BLOOD FOR THE WIN ... Also. Elena isn't "whiny" ... Buffy wasn't "whiny" either - for the record. Just a thing that bothers me.
Also - Julie Plec, I love you. Keep on, keeping on. Sorry your fans are psychotic.
No really, on the Nerdist (Writer's Panel) podcast Plec said she got a Twitter-message or whatever on MOTHER'S DAY from a fan that basically said "I hope your mother regrets having you, you are evil because you killed Aunt Jenna." THESE ARE HER FANS, PEOPLE. Let's shower this woman with love because she CARES enough about her fans that this killed her dead. She follows the tweets, she involves herself in her fans, and she also deals with a writing room every day. FUCKING HERO-WORSHIP IS ME.
I don't even care.
I'm going out for Ramen with my knitting-buddy and her husband today to (a) mourn sexy-times with the CCB that now are extinct and (b) wallow in my sickness .... after which I'm seriously considering watching myself a Kdrama - for the first time since I moved! I'm thinking either Faith - which stars my husband Lee Min Ho ... or! Begin Yoon Eun Hye's new drama. Because she's my wife. And I just want pleasure-drama. Also - DramaFever is legit worried that I died or something (such a compassionate website) and to provoke me, keeps sending me updates about Eun Hye's new drama... It's a thing that happens.
I've been so sick that I objectively know last week's tVD was EVERYTHING we've all been waiting for - and I know that I enjoyed every moment and loved all the meta I've been seeing cropping up on my flist... but my sleep-addled mind only has one thought: FUCK A TYLER. Because I come from an ~abusive home and that glass-throwing incident? Warning sign number one - I didn't like it. It made me grouchy. I've never really gotten over Ty's AR of Vicki in the woods in EPISODE ONE .... so I just really don't like him throwing things at my bb -- CAREBEAR IS A BABY VAMPIRE WHO LOVES ANOTHER BABY VAMPIRE SO DON'T THROW THINGS AT HER, KK?
I feel like I should be commenting/replying to comments ... but I'm slightly delirious with cold.
Love you all!!!